tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61493332011-06-08T15:02:53.305+08:00life simply juz sux..Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comBlogger2481100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-6348114798745419982008-11-15T03:17:00.002+08:002008-11-15T03:23:16.782+08:00

It's been like dunno how many freaking mths i've not update my blog...Let me start with this...I'm WORKING 3 JOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1. Airport - 11pm-7am2. Attachment - 8am-51.8pm3. DOME - weekendsIT'S MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!MONEY MONEY AND MORE MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $_$BORED at the airport...DAMN super slack...Anyone going overseas, pls visit me in the transit for

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-52503372773565638542008-01-10T09:14:00.000+08:002008-01-10T09:20:08.179+08:00

am i really that obsessive over you...Is that a good thing or bad thing...But i seriously cant hlp it...Haiz...What am i to do if u go for that 3mths...How am i suppose to be able to take it when u leave?I really dunno...I really dun wanna think abt it...But the time is so near for u to leave...Can we work out at the end of that 3mths...I'm scared...But what can i do...I feel so helpless...So

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-39676489605860348322008-01-10T09:13:00.001+08:002008-01-10T09:13:57.543+08:00

How do IGet through one night without youIf I had to live without youWhat kind of life would that be?Oh I, I need you in my armsNeed you to holdYour my world my heart my soulIf you ever leaveBaby you would take away everything good in my Life.Without youThere'd be no sun in my skyThere would be no love in my lifeThere would be no world left for meAnd IBaby I don't know what I would doI'd be lost

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-61614321304408753082008-01-09T20:09:00.001+08:002008-01-09T20:10:37.489+08:00

It's a beautiful day may it never end...I want it to be like this, forever...It's written in the sand, it's written in the wind...You're mine, I'm yours...Forever...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-91012862074105319942008-01-02T11:24:00.000+08:002008-01-02T16:33:12.007+08:00

Life for a day...-Sleep-Drink Beer-Go School-Eat-Gamble-Smoke-Ling Yu Coz Started To Rain-Feel Cold-Drink Water-Blog-Check Watch Arrival-Refill Warm Water-Continue Blogging-Sleep-Gamble-On The Phone With Her-Edit Blog-Go Watch Match-Go Home Change-Go Her House Eat-Stay Over-Go Sch the Nxt morning...*To be Continued...*WTF...So happening lah...Sure Fall Sick Again...Lol...*Gal, I'll Treasure You..

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-7679325152918305772007-12-24T00:25:00.000+08:002007-12-24T00:42:57.873+08:00

I cant help it but to text her today...She did not reply...I guessed she had a bad day...So i dun wanna irritate her any further...[which i think i did it-i manage to get myself out of who i used to be]No matter how badly i missed her...No matter how badly i want to text her or call her...I held back...So i waited...I was waiting for her reply the whole night...Till she called...Was in the toilet

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-28761162764670116102007-12-23T06:31:00.000+08:002007-12-23T06:57:51.439+08:00

Saw u cry, yet i did nothing...I dunno what to do...My 1st reaction was to hug u, but i held back...I'm so scared that u might push me away...I wish that i could just put ur head on my shoulder, for u to cry on...I'm back to the old me...I dun want that to hpn yet again...I swear i'll be a gd gal to go sch everyday...I swear i'm not gonna start contacting u until u call or msg me...U still miss

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-60347842711474118152007-12-22T02:14:00.000+08:002007-12-22T03:27:22.838+08:00

So much to say...But when i sign in, i dunno wat to type...Haiz...You're way too beautiful gal...I cant stop thinking of u every day, every night...U're always on my mind...After all this time...I'm back to normal...Lol...I finally thinks of someone every now and then...I dun have to force myself to think...SHE just appears in my mind every now and then...I love being with u, is true...I love the

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-42471775555178116702007-12-19T17:01:00.000+08:002007-12-19T17:17:13.426+08:00

Blogger sux...I screwed up my blog skin which i cant be bother to edit it anymore...It was that difficult to edit a blog skin before...Haiz...I'm dead tired...Tired till i read a msg wrongly...Tired till i talk rubbish and embarrassed myself...WTH...Haiz...Haiz...Haiz..."I'm not suppose to love you i'm not suppose to care I'm not suppose to live my life wishing you were there I'm not suppose to

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-62680186073929627402007-12-19T11:31:00.000+08:002007-12-19T11:49:17.269+08:00

It's just another day...Seating here in my lab...Thinking how the hell to write this bloody programme...I should think logically which apparently i can't...To me, it seems logical but to the programme, it's not...Haiz...Brain dead...Niway, had a night spent at ECP...I shall not say much...But i'm contented with what i have...I'll not ask for much...I know it was just an act...I'll get that str8

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-68763802675728235032007-12-17T11:52:00.000+08:002007-12-17T14:43:35.635+08:00

It has been ages since i last blog...Well, i have nothing much to update...Ppl falling in love, ppl falling out of love...That's what have been happening recently...I'm so bored in sch...I dunno wat my mind is going thru...Me and her/s is alr the past...Why are they still kping me hanging on...Doing things to make my heart sway...Doing things to hold me back from moving on...When i know so much

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-64351624663312852052007-07-26T13:35:00.000+08:002007-07-26T13:36:47.223+08:00

Retarded, your mood tends to swing between Energetic & Passive. Most of the time you feel energetic as evidenced by your frequent flurries of activity. You probably keep to a busy schedule and rarely take time out to relax or veg in front of the television. When you feel passive, you experience a stillness in mind and body. You probably focus more on quietude than the emotional ups and downs of

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-67643378809897687532007-06-06T09:51:00.000+08:002007-06-06T09:51:34.294+08:00

Would You Be There

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-7303604766934989962007-06-06T09:47:00.000+08:002007-06-06T09:48:58.106+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,And whisper in my ear that’s ok.Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,And say you love me one more time.If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,And touch my lips with tender loving care,Would you die for me, would you run with me,And never look back…Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-58822674651812853462007-04-11T19:25:00.000+08:002007-04-11T19:28:49.175+08:00

You Are Red OrangeYou are a very genuine person, although it takes a while for you to show the true you.A bit introverted, you desire respect and affection from those close to you.You are quite empathetic, and you have a true concern for the well being of others.Many people have warm, heartfelt memories of you - even if you don't remember them well.What Color Red Are You?

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-63488447352392217802007-03-28T00:47:00.000+08:002007-03-28T00:57:31.329+08:00

LIM SI LIIJUSTSIMPLYWAY-------TOO BORED.......LOL...Nothing much to update...Is all abt work....Yup...As usual...Nothing in particular...Too many work politic [dunno how to spell]...My life revolves ard joe n i...Like as if we're gf like that...But no--- We're not...Is just that she stays opps me...And we can go hm together...I get to know this gf of mine...Too many gf/s i have...she's my number

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-89583957688094221522007-03-21T01:58:00.000+08:002007-03-21T02:00:08.160+08:00

The Brain TestWhat Your Brain Says About How You Think and Learn Retarded, you are Balanced-brained That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation. When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-21718845203354159002007-02-14T02:19:00.000+08:002007-02-13T06:21:04.337+08:00

tml v day, i guess i'll just spent my time packing my hse agn...i feel so aunty these days...wake up do hse work, then at nite go dinner n buy things for my hse use...i'm qualify to be a full time hse keeper...whoever want, can empoly me sia...lol...niway tml not going out with poly frens...v day to me is like nthg...just another day...i think is obvious lah...by that msg i mass sent to everyone.

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-82354406638987527852007-02-13T05:53:00.000+08:002007-02-13T06:04:27.194+08:00

was saying that i watched xiu wei lun's concert right...I was crying infront of the laptop, so paiseh...was really crying...those speech by her gd frens really makes me cry so much..lol...argh...i have one irritating mosiqto sucking my bloody blood...i got no more blood for it to suck anymore sia...i caught one, but that doesnt seems to be the one who is sucking my blood...coz it doesnt bleed...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-47375525482210875832007-02-11T07:21:00.000+08:002007-02-09T03:30:57.968+08:00

Played mahjong today...Lol...Fun...1st time work sat, tiring...after so long, cant take the standing part...My leg is super pain now...Haiz...Perhaps is coz i'm fatter and my leg cant tahan my body weight, so stand so long, leg will pain...Niway ate prata aft work, then go play mahjong with joe, sally [joe's gf] n sally's cousin, jennifer [is that how u spell it?]niway at 1st didnt paly money,

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-32116611528390321602007-02-09T02:52:00.000+08:002007-01-31T03:02:59.376+08:00

Cool...I'm using my NEW LAPTOP~~~Lalalalala...Happy~~~Shalala~~~Is so nice to be Happy~~~Shalala~~~Too bore, pardon me for my boredness...[is there such words?]Lol...Niway ms thanabal migrated to aussie le...We have been communicating thur e-mails...[is she just e-mail me without me e-mailing her abt her updates...]just like a blog... Lol...Funny lah, she...but anyway, she's doing fine there...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-50715932401369197232007-01-31T02:18:00.000+08:002007-01-31T03:03:00.631+08:00

I know i'm one day late, but i wanna type this entry before i go study for tml's test...Just have the urge to do so...Xue Wei Lun's death is shocking to all...She's 28 this yr...She died on the 28 of jan...Her dairy stops at 128...and her funeral will be on the 08 of feb [it's a 2-8 oso]...I wonder what's with the 28...I'm so gonna buy 4D+toto...But that's out of the point for this entry...Lol...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-2556676446520039902007-01-29T22:37:00.000+08:002007-01-29T22:42:35.033+08:00

Ok, I was kinda sad for the fact that aft this sem...I'll be in a totally diff class as my best frens in my class...Sad...All go wireless, i go embbeded...Haiz...That was why i was damn sad that time...But i looked on the bright side...and cherish everyday that i spent with them...SO...I attended sch every single day...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Next...I think i like this gal...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-58687991012070103802007-01-23T19:49:00.000+08:002007-01-23T22:44:22.242+08:00

In the past...I always say i'll do this, do that, do this, do that...I'll be like this, like that, like this, like that...Now i'm a totally changed person...I always believe actions speaks louder than words...and Yes, indeed my action speaks louder than words...I did not announce of being a good student...But guess what, i've been attending my lessons attentively...I may be a bit late for class,

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-79007328362231155252007-01-05T20:22:00.000+08:002007-01-05T20:26:40.340+08:00

What a sad 2007 to start off for me...Everyone's attached...Me?Single!Free!A bit Not Available!Sad!Am i suppose to go find myself a gf?Or should i just wait for that ms right to come look for me?Argh!Damn vexing [is there such word?]...Haiz...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-43000398548183010782007-01-05T03:11:00.000+08:002007-01-05T03:48:03.041+08:00

I'm happy to have Joe and Sally with me...Sally as in Joe's gf...I'm as if their kids...They bring me out...Meeting many of their frens...Nice ppl i've known and met in 2006...They treat me nice...They taught me a lot of things...I've learnt a lot from them...I've seen many things in life with them...I'm mixing with a lot of adults...Seen many things...Heard many experience...I had had a fruitful

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-26057163852294239762007-01-05T02:40:00.000+08:002007-01-05T03:45:29.010+08:00

Oh well...I think i need some updates since is already the fifth day of 2007!!!HAPPY 2007, everyone...Well, i believe many ppl enjoy their count downs to 2007...To me is just another day lah...Haha...Just another drinking day for me...Tho st. James count down was quite happening...But still...Is simply just another day...And everyone is older by a yr...Sad...Lol..Niway i'm enjoying my freaking

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-26300913375499037752006-12-20T15:29:00.000+08:002006-12-20T15:38:42.403+08:00

I'm back updating...But seriously i have nothing to update...Lol...Just happy with my life now...Spending my times with my sec classmates and poly classmates...Love life is too complicated for me...I'm not into it...And dun wanna get into it...Niway i must confess something...Everyone, pls dun be shock to see vaneh smoke k...I'm not addicted...But at times when i feel like, i will...I wun blow

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-20220833012531948122006-12-06T03:05:00.000+08:002006-12-06T03:09:09.702+08:00

F.I.N.DM.EAG.I.R.L.F.R.I.E.N.DP.L.E.A.S.E !.!.! S.O.M.E.B.O.D.Y?.!.?

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-55589219960723614052006-12-06T01:10:00.000+08:002006-12-06T01:46:06.514+08:00

Haiz...I've been very naughty recently...Let's see...Sat, suppose to work till 6pm.But due to the fact that there's really too many staff working and Sally Kow is back.They let me go home at 4pm.It has been a long time since i can go home early.I haven been going home on the dot.The last time i get to go off early was when i just started out working.That was in say, feb or march 2005 after

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-91424276503717943842006-11-27T02:41:00.001+08:002006-11-27T04:08:34.449+08:00

Was It Something I Didn’t Say98 DegreesSpending another night alone Wondering when I'm gonna ever see you again Thinking what I would give to get you back baby I should have told you how I felt then Instead I kept it to myself, yeah I let my love go unexpressed 'Till it was too late You walked away CHORUS: Was it some thing I didn't say When I didn't say "I love you" Was it words that you never

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-27447382955123001932006-11-14T05:12:00.000+08:002006-11-27T02:40:35.961+08:00

I'm suffering frm insomia...Guess what i did...I read my pass blog entries...Goodness...So much i wrote that i didnt rmb typing them...and while reading them, i'm recalling those pictures of places and ppl ard me in my mind...and am happy to say that i rmb them...hee...so i've been reading 2003-2004's entries...next insomia's task will be 2005's entries...Lol...going to slp now...hopefully i can

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-70504941521456398442006-11-14T01:39:00.001+08:002006-11-14T01:52:47.442+08:00

BOO!!!!I'm bored...suffering from insomia...Sad...Haiz...I end up not going sch coz i totallly cant open my damn eyes...even after answering 2 times of my fren's call, i still cant pull myself up...look how tired i am...Plus i think i put on weight...sad...i realised after taking a pic and tan yi ling told me my face looks rounder..super sad...haiz...alto i like not affected...but indeed i am lah

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-55495479520471095472006-10-25T03:26:00.000+08:002006-10-25T03:59:32.337+08:00

Let's see...1st week of sch was relaxing...Lol...Really had nthg much to worry abt AT THE MOMENT...And i come across this module...Is called the internet computing...It's so cool...It teaches us how to create websites...Oh fine, i may sound sua gu...But but but...That means that i can create my own temple...When i learn fully the skill to create a website, i'll create my own skin temple...That

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1160683313440194092006-10-13T03:35:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:54:02.719+08:00

Okkk...Let me update abit bit...Lol...I had so much fun over [dunnp is consider weeks or wat lah]...Mayb a week or so...In random, i'm just gonna cut short all my story...Lol...Some, i guess, mayb long tho...Lol...1st, i met up with noel...We had pool...and i simply love it...I'm addicted to it...I wanna be like a pro, like wat noel wants to be...she make those pro sounds so cool...so i oso wanna

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1158009439904228672006-09-12T05:12:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:45:09.866+08:00

I MISS YOUR SINGING...I STILL MISS YOU LOTS...Tho i scolded you bitch...Haiz...OUR one out of the MANY SONGS...COME WHAT MAYNever knew I could feel like this Like I’ve never seen the sky before Want to vanish inside your kiss Every day I love you more and more Listen to my heart~ can you hear~ it sing Telling me to give~ you everything Seasons may change~ winter to spring But I love you until the

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1157973631421888582006-09-11T19:20:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.876+08:00

Aha...I'm home the whole day...i've slack the whole day...cool...i've long waited for this day to come...tho is kinda boring...but i'm loving it...save money...can rest my body too...Lol...finally i've treat my body well...haha...the whole day till now...early in the morning, think at abt 7plus...my 2nd sis woke me up...my head was so pain...having bad headache...she tot i got sch or work...i was

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1157660511244933862006-09-08T03:47:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.746+08:00

i'm backand here are my updates regaurding my love life...i've given up on a bitch...she's sucha bitch, i tell u...nobody can beat her for that...she wun noe i'm talking abt her here...But well, it's all over...trying hard to rmb her number once agn...contacted her...and the outcome of it sux...so i just gave up...no use to hang in there for more that a yr or 2...haiz...wateva...this chapter is

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1156758402103733602006-08-28T16:40:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.640+08:00

TO MY EVER DEAREST SEEK N DEE:I'm super sorry for not being able to join u guys for dinner...I'm sick, u guys understand...But the part whereby I'm working, u guys kinda not happy abt it...Haiz...I know u guys are concern abt me...It has nothing gotta do with sally kow...She's human too...Pls accept the fact that i wun turn anyone down when i know i can hlp...I'm sick, yes...But i can still walk.

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1155577467955346642006-08-15T01:32:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.562+08:00

I hate it so much to cry 12+am on 13 aug...my birthday, yet i have to be crying not for joy...Nobody truly understands me...I hate to heard that i'm a workaholic...I'm Not...I'm just being unselfish...i dun wanna sound so wei ta...neither do i wanna be so inhuman...They are humans too...Nobody can ever understand the situation that i'm in unless u're in my shoes...I hate to mention my work to

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1155311311634401532006-08-11T23:46:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.488+08:00

Haiz...My birthday is just another day for me...Sad...I guess this yr will be a boring one...Sally kow intended to go out with me tml, sat...And i think she purposely put herself work opening oso...just to celebrate with me...But i've alr made arrangement with hui le...So it will be a belated one for me from her...honestly, i dun feel any excitment towards my birthday...Coz it's just another day

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1154881361021441372006-08-06T23:21:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.412+08:00

Why isit blogger in chinese?Must i do anything?Well...That's not the purpose of me blogging...As long as i can blog, nthg else matters...Hmmm...I wanna talk abt last nite...I had a wonderful day...Lol...I did not work...My day is full of meeting up with ppl...Ok...!st my cousin's faiz birthday...He only 4 yrs old...Lol...So my sis promise to hlp to do some deco in his hse for his birthday...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153684986100447052006-07-24T03:50:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.336+08:00

When i tot everything was gonna be fine soon...After thinking that i can forgive her...Things hpn once agn to make me think twice...I doubt i'm able to be so da fang...I cant...I'll stop work after nxt week...I've made up my mind...I'm not gonna work for the sake of my studies...I cant afford to fail my maths...I wanna ask my maths tutor if i can look for her to teach me not...I totally dunno

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153684184812252992006-07-24T03:48:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.259+08:00

After all the broken stonesThat were thrown for no good reasonInside, she is loving him stillAfter all this timeAnd though her heart bears the scarsNo sign of healing, it's all rightShe is loving him still, after all this time.Ohh yeahh[Chorus:]Trying to push the past awayStill waiting for their lives to changeTry, try for the sake of their pride, pride.Learning to barely feel the painThe thicker

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153502695419952642006-07-22T01:23:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.186+08:00

i always appear to be happy...but the deepest darkest side of me is nv happy...*My hrt is bleeding internally...*

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153411561331219452006-07-20T23:58:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.092+08:00

Hmmm...I'm not a good gal afterall...I tot i can stay good for a week...But...I let myself down today...After using the comp...i tot of slping a while b4 going to sch...But i didnt set alarm coz i tot i can wake up..end up i did not wake up...i miss the 1pm lesson...tot of going at 3pm for maths...I woke up at 2plus...didnt wanna take cab...so i wanna go for 4pm lesson...then i went back to slp

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153353535693166782006-07-20T07:34:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:56.010+08:00

I had fun yesterday singing K with tan yi ling...Lol...She's such a nice lil gal lah...haha...so far i have yet intro u guys my poly fren hor...haha...ok...so this tan yi ling is my poly clsmate...she hlps me a lot in my studies...She's a nice clsmate to have...Last time always hlp me tap my attendence..hee...we always likes to crap around...the two for us can crap and luff like nobody's business

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153270469172753432006-07-19T08:47:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.932+08:00

My life is so happening...Lydia will noe...Lol...Niway, my purpose of blogging this is to tell everyone that...I bian guai le...For the 1st time i feel like a student once agn...I'm in sch everyday since monday...I attend all the lessons...I did not skip any...I did not take cab to school...But i'm still working on the part whereby a typical student should do...and that is studying..Lol...I haven

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153176687072698682006-07-18T06:34:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.856+08:00

Hmmm...I dunno what i want...Haha...I'm confusing myself...Niway the previous entry where i said i was so "close" to Sally Kow...Pls dun think crk...It's just that i've nv dance with her b4 when we go drink for so long...It's also because i dun damce when i'm with her b4...But she got dance lah...But i nv join her de...Got only once, on her bday we went drinking with so many other ppl...Then

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1153086726235931972006-07-17T05:01:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.777+08:00

I had a bad day at work yesterday...Sally kow kpt scolding me...For not being able to handle the floor with the three of us on floor...whereby, didnt she realised one is in the kitchen cooking pasta and one on floor who doesnt noe how to take order and i have to take order and led the customers...Each time i'm at work, i'm damn stress...She always thinks that i can do everything like they can...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1152901793077704692006-07-15T02:28:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.702+08:00

I'll make sure i strike 4D tml...Anyway i've done up my blog...Tag me when free...Take care!!!; )

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1152647429769570642006-07-12T03:41:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.627+08:00

I feel so smart for once...Lol...Coz i actually pass my 2 out of 4 common test whereby i did not study at all...Lol...Not trying to say that it is a good way to ok..i lazy to continue blog le...this is gonna be my entry...that's all folks...sorry...BYez!and my blog is not fully ready yet, i noe...i lazy to edit and create a proper one...byez, for the 2nd time...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1151385078607022492006-06-27T12:58:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.552+08:00

I'm so gonna fail my MATHS paper !!!FAILED ! FAILED !! FAILED !!!CONFIRM !100%, GARANTEE [dunno how to spell..=x..hee] !!CHOPPED !!!confirm score less than 10 MARKS !!!CONFIRM !!!I'm serious ...Dun think i'm exaggerating ...Coz i'm NOT !!!I'm REALLY NOT !!!my paper is as good as handing in BLANK paper !!!HOPELESS !!!20% GONE !I tot was 10% only, coz only common test [but, still.. ] ...And my fren

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1151172651665921332006-06-25T01:04:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.477+08:00

Oh My God...Why that title : "It's back!"That's coz my stomach aches AGAIN EACH TIME I EAT!This is a serious case lah...It stop for so long...Actually not really...Let's re-cap...Last time, in sec sch...each time i eat my recesses....My stomach will give me the same prob...It will start to gives me horrible pain that is so unbearable that i have to lie on the table and press my stomach...I rmb

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1150994243958078092006-06-23T00:00:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.404+08:00

Firstly, i wanna thank dee for changing my blog skin for me...I noe there is no tag or comment box...Soon...It's still under construction...I noe nothing about such things...So i gotta depend on dee for it...Hee..U wun mind right, dee? Will u?Only doing it when u're free...And i noe u have to work in sch everyday...So u didnt have much time to do it...It's ok...Take ur time...Hee...Oh well...Many

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1150419694981222382006-06-16T06:03:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.324+08:00

I've been slping till late lately...now i cant get to slp..and my head is spinnig...hmmm...i can really feel my head is so heavy and i can see the screen like moving frm left to right...haha...so cute...niway here's my entry...it's gonna be like the pervious one...with different event aft each para...Here it goes...^start^i'm kinda angry when i heard something tat lydia and noel told me...abt one

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1149972456439353152006-06-11T04:11:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.248+08:00

Haiz...i'm so darn tired lah...but i'm not slping at this wee hr...sianz...*next*Have been drinking lately agn...with sally kow, of coz...only go drinking with her lor..haha...but didnt drink a lot..so cldnt get to slp...i wish i cld drink more so tat i come hm can slp str8 away..but i cant coz in case she drunk, someone needs to be awake...and yes, yesterday she was drunk...i had to ask my taxi

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1149641476118645492006-06-07T08:45:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.175+08:00

damn...i was late for my test today...nvm...i on call cab...then i rush down...and i'm done with my test...i got it right...100 marks?!make me rush cab dwn all the way just to type in the given prog and modify ONE letter in the given prog to make the prog run...i'm sucha genius...damn it...waste my money...i'm done with my test within 15 mins...and those who came in much earlier is still

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1148429237004843162006-05-24T08:02:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.102+08:00

Can anyone imagine...vanessa is in sch at this freaking hour...8am in the moring...anyone believe me?!lol...i cant believe it myself too...lol...wat to do...i cant slp coz of a stupid lizzard in my rm beside my bed...i so scared that it might climb onto me while i am fast aslp..therefore i didnt slp and resulted to watch king kong...lol...nice show...cried once...and almost cired ang at the

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1148231229194683592006-05-22T00:54:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:55.025+08:00

I've nothing to update...I am getting sick...-physically & also of my lifeI am sick...-mentally-emotionally [i think]Tired of my life that has no life in them...Sorry Dee for -you know, i know- [lazy to type out]...I seriously misses every single one of u [my friends]...I seriously wanna spent more time with everyone...I do love everyone...And i never forget anyone...So ppl...U guys just have to

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1147639296709501962006-05-15T04:00:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.948+08:00

I'm back to blog...Oh well, just a short one...hmmm...found out abt someone's blog...not gonna say it here tho, asked me if u wish to know...hehe...nothing much to update tho...well, sally kow is back to work...tot i'll be able to work lesser...but i cant bear to not work for them as there is really a shortage of worker...and many politics happening recently...i'm tired of hearing it...but sally

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1146771032499694462006-05-05T03:23:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.875+08:00

Sorry ppls...I'm just lazy to update and there's nothing to update oso...it's just that i'm super busy working and studying...So once i'm home i'll probably be fast asleep...no time to come online to check mails, update blogs and all...Haiz..Even my sch work is thur e-mails, i'm so tired and lazy to open my mail to see what isit about...instead, i just asked my frens about it..haha..that's how

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1144610840490470132006-04-10T02:52:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.803+08:00

I'm damn tired...Body's aching...Haiz...i'm tired...the ppl are not co-orperating...sianz...Haiz...why like that...she's not perssurizing me...but she said one thing to me yesterday and said one thing to me today...yesterday she said, i'm not gonna give u and perssure just becoz u're getting $6.But u should know what is expected of u.today she said, u tiu bu le...i'm disappointed in ur

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1143661556962811122006-03-30T02:58:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.698+08:00

It's been like more than a mth that i've not been updating huh..haha...i see..now than i realised..haha..nv too late right...it's just that guys got nothing to read when browsing thur ppl's blog right...haha..niway..been working and trying to catch up with frens after work...my work place ppl asked me, why lately u nv stay and hlp anymore...Haiz...see...sometimes they just take things for granted

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1140635930369059432006-02-23T03:03:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.617+08:00

hmmm...many things hpn lah...the last time i worked, on dunno which day, the customer damn unhappy lah...then scolded sally kow...but it was partly my fault and not totally my fault kz...haiz...i covered one FULL-TIMER becoz of that...then i was told to write a report coz they wasnt sure of the situation...then they edited and didnt mention a single thing abt wat the FULL-TIMER did...haiz...when

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1139796728825923782006-02-13T09:33:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.539+08:00

Chinese New Year has/have come to an end yesterday...hmmm...so here goes my yearly easy income...sad...haha..well...i still have $100 over left...frm my ang baos and my yrly income..haha..tho i've won like 100 over while gambling over the CNY period..still, somehow...i'm only left with the pethatic[lazy to check dictionary for the right spelling] $100 over...sad...Haiz...wanna noe the reason

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1139515229639337012006-02-10T03:40:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.466+08:00

Hmmm...wanted to buy 4D on wed...i got a strong feeling on tues of buying 4D...i dunno y..but i do have the urge to do so...so decided to buy the nxt day...but then i knew i would forget abt it...so indeed i forgotten to buy...by the time i rmb, it has alr closed..so i cant buy...and at 8plus pm...i received the 4D result in my hp...i looked at the 1st price, 2nd price, 3rd price...then the

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1138901460768570182006-02-03T01:16:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.390+08:00

hmmm...i'm such a gd gal lah...upon dee's request...i'm updating lah..haha..i didnt blog is coz nothing interesting hpning in my life..all i noe is that...this CNY...I've been losing money..sad..haha..haiz...suppose to be a lucky yr for rabbits...but it doesn't seems to be working for me...well well..i shall see my luck this coming sat...who knows..i win back all that i've lost and gain more

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1137438068901639042006-01-17T02:48:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.316+08:00

my life is as boring as ever..nothing much hpn..let me enlighten u ppl with one incident i encounter..on the friday 13th...well, everyone knows is a black friday..fine..so was out with my poly frens...rite..so..was in a bus..the bus suddenly jam-break..and this uncle fell..so ppl hlp him up..ok..then i went to ps..was on the escalator when i saw a gal,wearing 3-quarts and heals walking dwn..she

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1136404830805009082006-01-05T03:19:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.244+08:00

Wat's so grt abt 2006...t's jus another that we'll be living in...we're still breathing like every other day...we're still studying like any other day...we still need to bathe every day...we still need to eat every day...we still need money to survive our days throughout the yr...we still need to slp like any other day...we're still leading watever kind of life we used to lead in 2005...is jus

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1135020403406683192005-12-20T03:11:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.167+08:00

Clubbing with my sis was Fun FUn FUN!!!ChinaBlack on sat after work..didnt tot of going anywhere aft work..so wore damn slack..at work, sally kow asked me to go drink with her, 1st she asked what i wear, then i knew wat she wants..haha..then she was like asking if i know the reason for her asking me what i wear to work, then so, i told her the reason coz i knew it once she asked..and i kinda

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1134575817522337152005-12-14T23:09:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.093+08:00

i think this is the first time u're hearing vaneh shouting out loud..."I'M SO SO FREAKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"Yes...U didnt see wrongly...is me...and yes, i'm bored!!!!!OMG..for the 1st time i'm not working on weekdays...i feel so not attach to them anymore...i felt that it really dosent matter whether or not i'm working, whether or not there is eunff ppl working...it jus so dosent concern

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1133815103758836502005-12-06T03:52:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:54.015+08:00

Hmmm...let me start my dariy for the day...took bus to sch...surprisingly i'm able to wake up in time all thanks to my beloved sis..hehe...when the bus is near bishan area something hpn...not to the bus but to a passenger who is alighting the bus...here's the story..this lady wearing skirt alighted the bus and i think she missed her steps...the nxt thing i noe is i heard a loud sound...everyone

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1132772070732418732005-11-24T01:22:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.846+08:00

i'm so fucking pissed-off till i cried...u're so fucking selfish!many things hpn before and i only complain to a few about ur selfish act and now it's hpning agn!fuck u!how i want to get MY OWN LAPTOP BADLY!how i wished i could have MY OWN ROOM!told u once i'm home that i need to use the comp to complete my homework and sent it to my teacher by TODAY!i did half way yesterday till 3am+ and i have

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1132598716287695782005-11-22T02:25:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.772+08:00

sometimes i jusfeel like walking out of my work place..i'm working so unhappily there then no point staying on...but agn, i can only talk to sally when she's not working...we can only click when we're off work...yest she was sick then while working, as usual, she kp scolding me then very unhappy with me lah..so i just dun bother and did my job lor..anyway it was my fault lah...so i cant blame

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1132426543010357032005-11-20T02:20:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.699+08:00

it has been so long since i blogged i guess...nthg much hpn-ing in my life...i'm so damn broke...but sally kow told me that she counted my pay which i will be taking this coming 28th...it's gonna be $1000++ BEFORE deducting the stupid CPF...After deducting CPF will be $800++...hahahahaha...at least better then nthg lah..haha..hmmm...now i kp working lor...today worked damn tiring sia...so super

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1131135087403457922005-11-05T03:36:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.625+08:00

i hate my time table lah...i jus so hate it can..goodness...m.i.a for so long...jus to update a bit..there's nthg much hpning in my life...it's jus work and work..and there's nthg much to tok abt at work...hmmm..there is lah..but guess u guys wun be interested..haha..coz it has nthg to do with my life..it's jus some funny or stupid stuff that hpns at work lor..yupyup..then...hmmm..there is some

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1130527025493141932005-10-29T03:15:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.551+08:00

guess where am i now lah...am at the costa sand's charlet at sentosa...ahahahaha...and i'm still awake at this late hour...ahahahahaha...

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1130174079008759372005-10-25T00:06:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.472+08:00

what only...am gonna be a super wonder woman agn lah...i gotta work one whole week agn lah..haiz...my gosh lah...i hardly got off and kp working when my hols gonna end soooooo soon...haiz...and my results for my maths is not out yet and my timetable is oso not out yet lah...haiz...working whole week coz sally kow on leave...haiz...then she asked me long ago if i this week can hlp her work not coz

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1129305042525562002005-10-14T22:23:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.395+08:00

hahait's gonna be a long long entryhahaoklet's start frm sundaywoke up at 9plus, working at 10amreached work and joe my am asked if i'm staying back to hlp sally kow to move the kitcheni said i dunnoi didnt intend to stay actuallybut somehow aft 6 i'm still hlping out at the cafe then sally wants me to hlp her move the trolly dwn to store and she was drinking white wine lahthen a bit off

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1128548136862246072005-10-06T05:03:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.310+08:00

i'm so anxious to see my results lah...i cant get to slp and came onlnie jus for it and is not available yet...what the hell man...i'm so damn wide wake now lah..everyday like that i will jus die one day man..pls lah...i everyday slp so late then wake up at 11+ to go work...then is the same old routine lah..haiz...sianz...wanna slp early coz tired but my body doesnt allow me to..my eyes jus wanna

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1128457830910498112005-10-05T04:17:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.227+08:00

reached home at 4am?!hmmm...went drinking agn..haha...even tho i said it will start tml...but who knows...sally kow told me was susan mummy's husband's bday...actually didnt wanna go..but felt bad aft knowing and yet not go..planned to go jus awhile...but ended up staying there till they turn on the lights..haha..which is closing at 3am...haiz...aft all they treat me both susan mummy and her

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1128371807460833432005-10-04T04:22:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.086+08:00

well well well...guess what i have got to say now...i'm sick and tired of working..i'm bored of my life...if i stop i have no source of income..i'm dying...haiz..damn bored...i practically have no life..i seriously thinks that my life is full of nthg but work...haiz...aft leaving sec sch...i totally have no life..last tym hate sch coz it seems like a routine..wake up, go sch, aft sch go hm, next

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1126899010955602022005-09-17T03:14:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:53.015+08:00

so here i am typing away..haiz..why can others study and why cant i?!i'm definately not someone who can study lah..seriously lah..haiz..i cant imagine why noel can drop 2 drops of tears after reading my entry..haha..not touching at all..indeed sally kow is nice to me..she's jus like my mom..we talk abt anything and everything..she knows too many things in my life..i jus feel so comfortable

Vanehhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03053377933661403243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6149333.post-1126879719378412352005-09-16T21:36:00.000+08:002006-10-13T04:42:52.944+08:00

I'm not proud of it at all..i'm so fucking angry with myself...nobody knows how i feel...thinking i enjoy not going for exams..not even..please..i didnt have the mood at all..to even bother answering the phone calls...my phone had been ringing for the longest time...the number of missed calls i had..both from sally kow and tan yi ling..pls lor..i have no mood to explain..no mood to talk..my mind

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exams are near..i've not done any studying...yest dunno y got mmodswing..and i'm not having mens..it's been so darn long that i got a moodswing lah..was damn tired..and the ppl working are all so sucky..including myself..made lotsa mistakes so was pissed with myself..and that indonesian guy pissed me off too...everyday bound to pissed me off..teach and teach and teach..he will never understand..

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these days ah..like very long never get into a r/s...so can say i na de qi fang de xie my feeling for ppl easily..not like last tym like that..haha..really lah..bcoz of my busy lifestyle oso lah..leds me no tym to go into deeper tots on all this..my exams will bw next next week..not gonna work the whole of next week to pia all the way for my exams..haiz..after my exams then work is never too late

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What is wrong with me?!Why is thoughts running wild?!haiz...*sigh..how...i dun wanna be any closer to u anymore..u're knowing too much...u're reading into me too much..i must get out of it..i know we can never be together tho u tot i like u which is the fact..but time and time agn i denied it and at the same time u make it so clear that is totally impossible which is so true..i know it myself..

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ppl treat u nice then like that..haiz..dunno wat u wan sia..nvm..i'm not gonna bother abt my love life..i jus let it come naturally..if it's not mine, not matter how badly i want it, it will still nv be mine..so jus let nature take it's course..well well..i'm tired..workday whole day..exams are near..i'm not studying..how to pass..i'm scared..i must not go work so often anymore pls..i must stop

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haiz..everyone must be wondering what's happening to me..ha..i dunno..each tym i'm with u, the feeling is jus a normal fren or rather a bit more then fren..but when i hear of u with ur ex or seeing u with some other guys i feel..jealous?!haiz..some how i know that he likes u..but i dun wanna tell u..i dun wanna look as tho i'm concern..but deep down inside i'm really wondering did he ever confess

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I open my eyesI try to see but I'm blinded by the white lightI cant remember howI cant remember whyI'm lying here tonightAnd I cant stand the painAnd I cant make it go awayNo I cant stand the painHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesIve got no where to runThe night goes onAs I'm fading awayI'm sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meEverybody's screamingI try to

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Lydia...i've added a tag in my blog le..happy..haha..haiz..i'm sick and tired of doing my projects..it seems so never ending!!!i'm really going crazy le lah..pls lor..gosh..kill me lah..frm last wed till now none stop lor..pls someone..imagine the tirness i'm going thru..haiz..and i still mus work today and tml..i'm tired of my life alr lah..really lor..haiz..wed pia my cs report..handed in on

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am now in computer programming agn...didnt go sch in the morning agn..how sia...how to study like that..haiz...for this whole week i'm like that lor..haiz...niway yest went to eat fish & co. with sally kow and susan mummy at the very romantic place...the one beside park mall there...haha..so nice...hahaha...sally's treat coz was for my bday...haha...then susan mummy came along...but was fun tho..

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told dee that after blogging and scolding ppl here i will be better...haha...well i am feeling much better...i jus that i hate to be reminded of the incident...and the cake...and i have yet to tok to my parents ever since...haha...but i'm living happily...i'm surviving...haha...well...didnt go scholl today coz over slpt...i rmb picking up sally's call once in the morning...but i didnt rmb picking

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sorry for being vulgar...cant help it...it's boiling inside...this all happen when my china relatives come over to spore recently...if it's not because of their presence none of this will hpn!!!that fucknig uncle's birthday was today[14/08]...was it all my fault or who's fucking fault was it!!!the story goes...dee n jessie bought me a cookie cake from mrs fields...and to tell u the truth i've nv

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haiz...have been coughing ever since i've watch the charlie and the chocolate factory coz eat too much of the candy floss till now...haiz...guess aft that day i've been working for too many days and it got worst as day past...and on wednesday...i had to rush my project in sch...ended up did a bit in sch and asked them to sent me everything and i'll compile it at home and complete it...so when to

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had been mia for a few days alr...haiz...to seek:[if u're reading this...dun worry ah...i'm oso one..haha...while if anyone cant accept the fact that we smoke then i think they are not a true fren...smoking is jus a way for us to "release" our stress rite?!haha...and anyway we are not addicted to it...haha...so well...take care...catch up with u soon...]haiz...in c programming now...everyone is

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oh man...can anyone imagine...i've work 12 hr a day for yest and today...haiz...my leg is breaking...so many blue blacks on my legs agn...i dunno how i get them all...haiz...niway was really tiring...but they are really short of stuff working...and those stuff now are all so..haiz...*shakehead...jus like my juniors that kind...not alert...eyes dunno grow where..haiz...sally kow has been working

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somebody date me pls....haiz...sianz...test is over...yet nobody wants to date me...always come and look for me when i'm at the busiest stage...now that i'm so much freeier nobody bothers to msg or call me..haiz..my phone is still so quiet...haiz...for the past few months...last then 5 msgs per day..so pathetic...haiz...so saddening...but i'm kinda getting used to this kind of lifestyle..worst

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haiz...for my past 3 papers all did so badly..if only i really really really spent my time wisely...haiz...regreting now is no use...i jus got to get started and work harder for my major exam...haiz...niway i'm having a computer programming test tml...i'm not studying...haiz..why is this so?!i wanna go mac and study leh...but i scared of dark...haiz...got to walk a distance...haiz...if only is

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