Thursday, December 18, 2003
The moment which I've not been waiting for has come..
haiz..
today(17/12)suppose to work..
haiz den all because of my stupid stomach..
haiz..
stupid diarrhoea lahz..
kao..
make me so xin ku..
haiz..
den end up my manager told me not to work n rest at home..
haiz..
den he told me to go bac to got mc..
haiz..
lk tat ah..
nv work one day no $ take can..
haiz..
sad..
niway today saw mich lok..
she when to eat..
den when i when to check my shedule..
den mich walked passed me..
wahahahahaha..
so shock to see her..
haiz..
niway i biang-ed me 'jie' today..
-
jie
I'm reali sorry noe..
didn't mean it de..
reali..
haiz..
hope ur dardar nv get angry..
n I'm sorry..
noe why..
i told u to reply to my fone but my fone cldn't be on aft tat..
reali..
haiz..
fone spoil le..
so sad noe..
no $ to repair..
haiz..
everything is juz so qiao noe..
haiz..
damn sorry..
hope to hear frm u agn..
hmmmz..
den today lotsa things hpn..
cried many times too..
haiz..
wat to do..
I'm weak..
haiz..
nvm..
I'll change..
for my darling's sake I'll try to be strong..
i will..
haiz..
when to see doc at my hse here..
darling pei me all the way here..
den aft tat when to eat with her mom..
haiz..
den aft tat when hm..
haiz..
niway hurt myself agn..
haiz..
tml my clsmates will see wat hpn to my b-e-a-u-tiful hand which i had destroy..
haiz..
red red wan..
den cried till my whole face all red..
haiz..
head so pain coz hit the wall wif my head..
haiz..
guess nxt time when i grow up my head surly got blood clot wan..
haiz..
but nvm..
niway can't wait to make mayo egg for my darling's brkfast n can't wait to see her..
haiz..
my goodness..
kpt thinking of her..
cldn't slp coz my mind is full of her n her only..
wahahahaha..
hmmz..
but got to say tis..I'm reali scared of my results..i am..
haiz..
but juz act act strong only..
haiz..
niway ltr at 2pm..
haiz..
think i wun cry ba..
cry oso no use..
who to blame..
ME,MYSELF & I..
haiz..
niway my mom said to me..
if u wan to go ite u got to take the form frm sch by tml..
haiz..
wat's tat for..
but she continued saying but if u can go up to sec5 den no nid..
haiz..
i oso dunno wat's my nxt step if i can't get to sec5..
coz if i go ite..
wat course shld i take..
my life seems to be a mess..
everything nt planned..
nt confirm..
nt organized..
so sucky can..
haiz..
but think my family is prepared tat i mite go ite anytime..
haiz..
is lk expected wan lorz..
haiz..
they noe i got no interest in sch..
as in studies..
they noe..
haiz..
tat's y they dun expect much frm me..
but do my relatives noe..
haiz..
they dun..
haiz..
wat the hell lorz..
haiz..
they dunno me well..
haiz..
hate it..
haiz..
juz asked them to **** off lahz..
is my life..
is my way of living..
whether or nt my studies is gd is none of their business can..
who r they to look dwn on me..
who r they to criticize me..
kao..
i suffer enuff when i was in my pri sch life kz..
i dun wan history to repeat itself kz..
is so xin ku to face them..
who noe exactly wat I'm feeling..
nobody..
kao..
haiz..
forget it..
take my results le den say..
haiz..
ok..
today's entry is shorter..
haiz..
k k..
think gonna stop here..
shall up date when i come bac ltr..
haiz..
mayb wun update..
coz wun be in the mood to update.
juz 5 pointers is all I'm asking for..
but i dun deserve tat..
i expected to be lower nw..
haiz..
nvm..
i will always look on the brite side of life..
haiz..
wanna wish all the ppl frm 4/3..
all the very best for ur results..
gonna miss u guys if we r separated..
shall juz continue to kp in touch no matter where we go kz..
haiz..
everybody..
no matter wat the result is..
always look on the brite side of life kz..
take grt care everyone..
nitez..
miss u all..
*hugzzz..(for everyone)
nitez to the world..
njoy ur day ahead..
CoUnTiNg dWn tO CoLLeCtiNg 'N' LeVeL ReSuLtS__
TODAY__[18/12]
NO MORE COUNT DWNS..
TODAY WILL BE THE DAY..
HAIZ..
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