Monday, April 10, 2006
Oh my...
I'm damn tired...
Body's aching...
Haiz...
i'm tired...
the ppl are not co-orperating...
sianz...
Haiz...
why like that...
she's not perssurizing me...
but she said one thing to me yesterday and said one thing to me today...
yesterday she said, i'm not gonna give u and perssure just becoz u're getting $6.But u should know what is expected of u.
today she said, u tiu bu le...i'm disappointed in ur performance just now...i wasnt around and the floor is so messy...how do u look after...
looked...sometimes things are really not within my control...
i did my best...
but others didnt communicate with me...
fine, come to think abt it, it was partly my fault alrite..
i admit lah..
Haiz..
nvm le lah..
she didnt scold me anyway...
she wun scold me...
coz i'm working everyday for two full weeks...
can u imagine...
she is fair to me, i know...
i didnt blame her for letting me work for full two weeks...
she did inform me b4 hand..
and i kinda expected...
i understand the situation now..
so it's ok...
so now u know why she wun scold me...
coz i'm working for her everyday..
and can tell that i'm tired..
haha...
oh well...
and i was saying...
she is fair to me oso lah..
coz she didnt put me for long hrs...
so i'm fine with it lah...
well...
she asked me today...
when u gonna quit sch..
why u dun wanna quit sch..
haha..
i was shocked..
then i ans her..
quit sch for what..
and she said...
work here lah..
haha..
she said she desperately need a supervisor there..
i guess if i'm really a supervisor there...
i'll be very stress and cry everyday..
haha..
coz imagine, now my pay is $6 and the expectation is so much higher..
what if i'm a supervisor..
haha..
i cant imagine..
haha..
but i reflect on my working attitude each time she said me this few days..
coz i'm tired..
but so is everyone..
so ya lor..
what's pulling my motivation dwn is that others are not working as much as i am..
and customer kp calling and they just dun see it...
that's so irritating...
u gotta look over at the whole floor...
after half an hour..
is so tiring...
it's so draining..
Haiz...
she dun see the busy side..
coz she's not around to hlp then of coz busy lah...
she only see me when i'm slacking coz she's around then one more ppl to hlp mah..
now u see the picture..
haha..
sad, she dun see it..
haha..
ok lah..
i'm gonna endour till the end...
actually this few days better dun ask me out lah..
coz i'm really too tired to go out...
is not that i rather work foc there..
i dun really work after i punch out..
i'm just slacking ard..
coz i'm too tired to go hm or even go walk ard town...
i'll just take my time and hlp out here and there...
a bit bit...
so is really not that i'm working foc..
if it's within my working hrs and i'm like that...
i tell u..
i'll surly kana F up side dwn lor..
haha..
really...
so yah..
now u guys know lah..
niway nowadays sally kow and i very close..
like gd frens whom know each others for many many yrs that kind..
haha..
her gold ring is on my finger now..
lol...
i forgotten to return her..
i hlp her rub her last finger coz she kp complaining that there isnt any feeling on that last finger and is totally numb..
so i rubbed for her lor..
then she took her ring out and i take and wore it..
haha..
and we kpt drinking lah..
i know she's stress therefore she's drinking so much, almost everyday, really...
i know her too well lah..
normally she wun drink so often wan..
ya lor...
then very funny...
one day she sent me those forward sms...
and asked...
"to u, what kind of thing repersents me..."
and my answer is "sky"
guess what's the answer...
i knew it was something along that line...
so that's why she didnt sent me the answer...
the nxt day she asked me...
u know what's the answer to the qn i forward u...
i said no...
and she said she was shock that's why she didnt forward me those answers...
and i knew i was rite...
then i told her to sent me coz i dunno what's the exact answer..
she did hesitate...
but she was laughing and all and said ok...
then when i saw the answer...
i wasnt shock..
coz i expected it..
and she kpt saying i knew the answer before hand whereby i didnt receive that msg before...
after sometime, she's convince that i really dun have that msg before..
haha...
and the answer is "someone u like"
can u imagine...
haiz...
okk...
then i got two more of those test msgs..
so i sent her..
and both her answer is best frens and good pal respectively...
haha...
so i was like...
i asked her...
do u know the answer before that..
Have u receive the msg before..
and she said no...
so i believe that we are really gd frens...
haha..
she's just someone whom i admire and trust and look up to..
coz she's really a nice person who take go care of every frens ard her...
and also like a mother to me when i'm at work..
tho we do have conflicts at times..
but still, this frenship will nv end that easily..
we took a pic together using her new nokia phone lah..
that phone's really cool...
i wish i can have one too..
coz is really a gd phone..
and we like the pic a lot..
haha..
it's in my msn lah..
haha..
so u guys can go have a look..
haha..
kk...
gotta go slp le..
tml buying b/f for her...
haiz..
tired..
tho i drink a bit today..
i'm still am able to blog and come online, very gd alr..
means i'm not drunk yet..
haha..
really...
haha..
kk..
going to slp le..
nitez..
hee...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 2:52 AM
