Purple Life

Saturday, July 16, 2005
Am back to update...


Haiz...
I'm back...
At this late hour agn...
and my dad jus woke up and scolded me for not sleeping...
Heck care lah...

Niway 1st of all...
I read mei xin's blog and sent her a msg thru frenster...
I jus wrote take care...
And guess what's her reply?!
"take care? for wat?"
Haiz..
kinda disappointed lah..
i mean ppl trying to be concern and this is wat kind of reply i get frm ppl..
well..
mayb i've owe her too much that i deserve such things from her..
i dunno...
haiz...
and i replied her this...
"ppl trying to be concern and.. wateva... i doubt u dun need my concern... nthg..nvm..i'm trying to make peace lk wat i told u before but u'll nv get it..it's ok...the money i owe u i will definitely return it to u...i'm not those kind of irresponsible person...is jus that i will take a longer tym...if not u can give me ur a/c no. and i can return u bit by bit if u dun mind..or not then i'm sorry u'll jus haf to wait.."
I think i wrote something along this line...
HAiz..
i dunno...
sometym i thing this is wat i deserve from her...
well...
now that i cld at least get over it a bit and wanna try to be lk last tym as frens but she jus dun wanna give me the chance to...
well..
hard to be hao ren...
nvm...
if she's so stubborn and wanna continue this way then so be it lah..
i mean i cant force her to treat me as a fren aft so much that she has suffer frm me...
i guess is jus normal for her to react this way..
haiz..
nvm...
i think i shall ren..
it's ok...

So back to my other update...
hmmm...
I passed my english already..
hahahahaha..
english is my commplementry subject which i haf to take in poly...
and guess wat...
is so easy to pass...
i got a spelling which is 30% for 15 words...
and a e-assesment 20% for 20 questions..
haha..
and thanks too dee for her hlp in my e-assesment in order for me to score 20% all rite...
hahahahahaha..
my 1st attempt was 18% my second attempt was 20%..
ahahahahaha..
it was so easy...
those questions are the same and they are all basic english which i cldnt get 2 rite in my 1st attempt..
haha..
this shows how poor my english is..
haha..
niway my that spelling was the easiest...
was thinking of cheating...
but end up didnt cheat oso can get full marks...
is oso a easy one so..
haha..
i jus easily got a 50% and is consider a pass in my english..
haha..
now i need not worry abt my presentation and my project anymore..
hahahahaha..
by the way we dun haf exam for english that's y is base on all this to pass...
so i jus simply pass my english..
haha..

haiz..
niway my common test is coming..
i'm so scared..
there is still so many things which i still dun understand..
haiz..
how to go for exam lk that..
haiz..
i will buck up and go studying with my frens once the test is nearing..
haha..
we had already said to do so le..
so yah..
guess they can teach me ba..
and this topics i guess is easy to get the hang of it by having lots of practise..
and i believe i can cope by then..
hopefully ba..
hmmm..
then i think i shall end off here..
i'm tired and i haf to work tml..
haha..
haiz..
niway by working one day i haf so many injuries already..
haiz..
i winz le lor..
one finger got 3 cuts that doesnt bleed and the thing is many fingers kana lor..
haiz..
and all dun bleed one lor..
haiz..
so pro to cuts sia..
i oso dunno how i can get all this cuts wan..
alrighty..
shall jus end here..

Lonely..
I'm mr lonely...
I have nobody..
all on my own...


haiz..
nobody cares/bother..
sometyms jus feel so alone..
guess is most of the tym..
well...
things is diff in poly than in sec...
haiz...
phone had been silent for few days...
which can be both gd and bad..
gd coz can save money..
bad coz lk nobody rmbs me...
sad..
haiz..
shant think so much...


Nitez!!!

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