Monday, February 13, 2006
Oh well...
Chinese New Year has/have come to an end yesterday...
hmmm...
so here goes my yearly easy income...
sad...
haha..
well...
i still have $100 over left...
frm my ang baos and my yrly income..
haha..
tho i've won like 100 over while gambling over the CNY period..
still, somehow...
i'm only left with the pethatic[lazy to check dictionary for the right spelling] $100 over...
sad...
Haiz...
wanna noe the reason behind it...
it's all becoz my dad, he doesnt have much money lah...
he is finicially broke..
i'm so sad...
he complaints, saying i have my ang baos and gambling $ still wanna take my daily allowance frm him...
so i, being a understanding daughter [dun laugh]...
uses my own money to survive lor..
so that's how i left with 100 over...
sad right..
haiz...
wat to do..
coz i've such a dad so i must be such a gd daughter..
haha..
kns..
and anyway,
with this sum of money left..
i dun think it can last me for a week lah..
haiz...
and i do seriously hope that everyday is CNY...
fine, i wun ask for much...
just once a week lah...
haha..
every weekends...
so that i can have this easy money to survive with lah..
haiz..
anyway the last gambling i had, i won $50 over..
haha..
i'm the overall winner..
haha..
is so my yr lah..
damn happy...
happy happy!!!
that's why i wanna have CNY once a week lah..
so i can win more money...
haha..
i think i'm a bit crazy..
think of money too much till i go crazy..
so if one fine day, i landed up in my VIP room, pls dun be suprise...
haha...
well well...
sally has/have been nice to me lah..
i borrow 10 bucks frm her coz i wanna take cab and rush hm for dinner...
[actually the main purpose is to win my easy money...]
haha...
then the next day, i wanted to return her...
she said no need...
and she said it's ok..
just take it..
haha..
damn nice right...
but actually she didnt really give me lah..
a bit indirectly returning me..
haha..
coz last tym i always buy food frm my sch to give her eat..
then i didnt take money frm her...
as in, she wants to return me..
but i didnt take lah...
so yup..
haha..
niway she told me something on sat..
haha...
she asked my to quit sch...[in a joking way..just a casual talk]
and she said she'll immediately give me a supervisor post with a monthly salary of $1,400...
and there is additional of tips and incentives...
is like WOW!
my eldest sis, who works as a asistant shop manager earns a monthly income of only $1,200 and additional of commission...
and is so much less then my post as a supervisor...
haha...
if i'm really a full-time there..
i tell u..
i'm so gonna be proud of myself..
coz i'm earning more than her..
haha..
but then agn..
it's all day-dreaming lah..
haiz...
she asked me yesterday...
actually wat are u studying for?!
and are u really gonna work as wat u're studying..
i told her..
i dunno why i'm studying for, just for the sake of studying..
and i doubt i'll be working anything related to wat i'm studying...
then she said why are u wasting ur time in that sense..
coz she can tell that i kinda have no interest in studying..
which is true lah...
but still, i need that diploma...
haiz...
sad to say..
i'm still gonna continue studying...
yup...
haha...
well, exams and test's coming...
i'm not perpared at all...
i will regret it agn...
jus like other papers i take...
haha..
nv fail to regret it..
but most of the times i just act as if i dun care..
well..
that's becoz i'm a different person nw..
i can still rmb, when i was in sec sch...
i will looked damn sad each time i take back my results...
coz i didnt do well and that's also becoz i didnt study early and smart enough...
but as i grown older [not say i'm very old lah]..
i looked at things differently..
and i noe that i didnt put in the effort..
so i have no right to be sad at all..
haha..
so i just act lah...
and i'll usually look on the bright said lah..
actually i'm proud to see my maths improving lah..
when i got back my 3 qiuz...
each scoring better grade..
frm 2 fail to the last one pass..
haha..
tho that's not something to be proud of..
but well..
i did my best..
and i'm happy with jus a pass..
coz as i said..
i've no interest in studies..
and so i dun expect much for myself..
coz then agn, i noe my limits..
i nv scored gd grades in my life b4..
and there will nv be a qi ji to that..
yupyup..
alrighty..
i miss sec sch..
that's all i can say..
and i do miss the fun we all had together gether..
well..
i seriously regreted being so silly in my last/ last 2 yrs in sec sch..
i shld have cherish it and not leaving with unhappy memories..
is super silly of me...
i'll nv do sucha thing in my life ever agn...
coz i've grown up!
not matter how unhappy i am...
i'm gonna stay strong...
i dun cry so easily anymore...
as u ppl can tell..
just wanna live a simple life as it is now..
and not mess up my life with my own hands..
haha...
hmmm...
tml is v day...
that marks the two yrs of some silly/stupid/crazy stuff that i did and leave a big impact on someone..
not only someone..
but a number of ppl..
SORRY GUYS...
u all should noe wat i'm talking abt...
well, u all shld just know that, no matter wat i wun do those things agn...
and i do love u guys for being sucha GREAT fren of mine..
I'm truly proud to have u guys in my life!!! ; )
i still rmb how i spent my last v day..
haha..
i spent with sally kow...
u guys must be thinking[OMG]...
haha...
but that's coz both of us dun have dates and we work closing together..
so we just went for a drink lah..
as in at some pub/club..
wateva u call that..
the usual one i always go with her..
last yr, v day was the 1st few tyms i went there with her..
somehow, i'm more familiar with that place alr..
haha..
and that reminds me that i've not been drinking for the longest time...
haha..
cool...
i'm living a healthy life style...
and i like it!!! ; )
kk..
gonna think of wat to wear to sch alr..
so shall end here..
byez..
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Happy Valentine's Day to All the Couples...
and as for those who are single,
let's celebrate the freedom we're having!!! =x
Lol...
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♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 9:33 AM
