Saturday, January 08, 2005
Love Him So Much!!!!!
I jus felt lk kissing him...
Hugging him...
Hold him close by my side...
But he too dirty alr lah...
Haha...
I really love him lk nobody else...
Gosh...
Have nv love anything lk him before...
Hey you...
Dun anyhow think...
Haha...
Is My bloved Jonah Boy boy...
when to visit him today...
He didnt forget abt me...
He really rmb me...
Haha...
Was so glad to see them...
Even friday rmbed me...
Gosh...
I felt so much love frm them...
Is jus that they cant tok...
I feel really comfy having them by my side...
Haiz...
If only i'm them...
Nthg much to worry abt...
Jus live a life and let ppl bring them up...
So nice...
Haiz...
I miss them...
I miss the life i used to have with them...
I feel so stress free with them...
I miss them so much till i wanna cry each time i have to part with them...
Gosh...
Now i really felt hw other ppl feel with their dogs...
Haiz...
I missed you dearly...
Jonah Boy...
Oops...
Sounds lk he's dead...
*Choy...
*Touch wood sia...
Haiz...
Got to go...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:39 AM
Friday, January 07, 2005
Tired of life...
Why do thinks kp appearing in my mind...
Why cant i jus leave everything behind and start everything agn...
Time and time agn is always u tat's in my mind...
Hw is tat possible?!
Nobody can be so faithful or loyal rite?!
Can anyone do that?!
Haiz...
Am i really tat kind of person?!
Haiz...
Because of u...
Dreamt of u and didnt had the mood to work the whole day...
Was so disracted...
Did so many mistakes when work...
Wasnt even alert at all...
When is this ever gonna stop...
Who can i tell it all to...
Had kpt it within me for so darn long and the feeling is horrible...
Bt wat can i do...
Yes i refuse to tell anyone coz it's a promise to you...
Am i being stupid or am i being someone who is reliable to kp a promise?!
What am i?!
When will i ever get out of this...
I'm jus living a aimless life...
W/o knowing wat to do in life...
All i am doing is jus waiting and waiting...
For wat?
I really dunno...
Rmbed saying i gave up on you...
Did i actually did it?!
Am i really giving up or am i hanging on to something that will nv hpn?!
What i really wan?!
Nobody will understand what i'm going thru...
Not even you...
Everyone has their prob...
Mine is jus a minor case...
But the qn is...
For hw long can i hold on...
Hw long can i hide...
Hw long can i stay strong...
Haven cry since a long tym ago...
Am i gonna start it all over agn...
Crying alone in the nite...
For many nites...
And yet nobody noe...
Each tym i tell myself i musnt start it agn...
Bt my hrt is hurting lk nobody's business...
All i noe is i've not said anything to anyone and that really hurts...
Seem so happy everyday nw...
Bt wat's in me is two diff person...
Appearing to be so darn strong everyday and being damn weak inside...
This is so darn fake...
It's jus so tiring to carry on with my life...
Really truly tired...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:29 AM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
A long day...
Had a long day today...
Woke up...
Went to cut my hair...
Came back and wrap Jessie's present and print out the letter for her...
Took cab dwn to 85 market to but ice jelly for the teachers...
Den walked to sch...
Tot everyone left alr coz was alr 2+...
But no...
When nearing the sch den i start seeing ppl walking out of ach...
Gosh...
Dunno how to go into the sch sia...
Felt so weird...
Seek suppose to come but end up didnt so got to go in myself when Jessie alr in sch...
Saw Erin at the gate...
Tok to her a bit den received msg frm Ed's fone which Jessie sent wan...
Den called Ed's phone...
Walked very fast into the sch...
Haha...
Went to the back of canteen...
Den aft that went up to staff rm to look for teachers...
1st was ms tan...
Haha...
She said me for waking her up at 1+...
Haha...
Coz of her hse phone rang...
Haha...
Tok to her quite a bit and found out that ms teo is bac...
Den came mr poh...
Oso tok a bit den asked him for Dee's testi...
Den they were saying abt the food in the canteen coz is change alr wat...
Ms tan said is nt very nice...
Haha...
Haiz...
Asked ms tan to call mrs boo out...
Den pass her the ice jelly...
Den she said 1st day of sch alr confiscate fone alr...
Haha...
Didnt tok much to her ah...
When to ask other teacher to put the ice jelly on mdm kee's table coz she wasnt ard...
Den we went out to eat with ms tan...
Didnt wan her to treat ah...
She said her treat...
But lk we working alr den dun feel gd but she insist and say is for Jessie's birthday treat...
End up when we finish eating alr den Jessie called and say she nt coming coz of her bball thing...
So we went bac to sch ah...
Found out quite a few things had change in sch ah...
Den when we go bac Ed and i went to take the visitor pass ah...
Den saw ms teo in GO...
Tok to her a bit ah...
Den went to look at my cca...
They are as usual...
So naughty, lame and funny...
They are...
Make angry and happy at the same tym...
Will kind of miss them ah...
Anyway as usual...
Not many ppl turn up...
Haha...
What to do...
1st day is lk that wan...
Expected ah...
Den went to meet Seek and Dee in town...
Suppose to meet Dee to eat...
But by the tym we reached she got to go bac to work alr...
So accompanied her bac to work...
We walked ard DFS...
Den headed to Far East...
Ate lj...
Saw sue my work plc's fren...
Den we went to walked ard taka...
Go guess, zara,mango...
Look for food...
Den headed to ps...
That Jessie complain her leg pain...
But too bad we cant do anything...
So reached ps...
Seek and i decided to catch a movie since is only 6.50...
Den Jessie got to go off earlier coz meeting her family for dinner...
Seek and i watch the Kung Fu Hustle...
Is my 2nd tym watching...
Haha...
Seek paid 10 and i only pay 3 for the tix...
Haha...
Watch the 8pm show...
Ended at 955...
Rushed bac to DFS to meet Dee coz she end work at 10...
Along the way when we were at paragon Dee called...
Told her to walk dwn and we meet along the way...
So went we meet up we thinking of where to go...
Actually we noe where to go...
Is jus that money not euff...
So end up Dee got to lend me money to take cab hm with midnite charge...
We went 85 market to eat...
It was lk damn long since i last went there to eat...
My last tym was During Os that tym...
Haha...
Kind of miss the food there...
Aft eating we headed hm...
When i was in the cab, and the road i took bac really remind me of my sch days when i always take cab to sch in the morning...
Really miss going to sch actually...
Haiz...
And i only took lk last den ten min to reached hm...
And the cab only stop once...
If only last tym i can reached sch in such a short tym den gd alr...
Wun always late alr...
Haha...
And was only 6+ for the cab fare w/o midnite charge...
Wif the charges is only 9.90...
So cheap...
So much cheaper den what i expected...
Anyway...
Got to come bac to life...
Got to work tml alr...
Aft two days of off...
Gonna slp alr...
Or nt tml no energy to work...
Nitez...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:17 AM
Monday, January 03, 2005
Oh Well...
Gosh...
I'm so broke nw...
Goodness...
Haiz...
One birthday after another...
My pay is gone!
I'm back to the days when i wasnt even working...
Haiz...
Damn it...
Felt as tho i worked for nthg...
Haha...
Am jus waiting for ppl to pay me back those $...
Haha...
Anyway i miss schooling...
Gosh...
Everyone is going back to school tml what abt me?!
Nt schooling but working...
Haiz...
Tho am going to school tml to hlp Dee take her testi while accompanying Jessie to pass some books to ppl and Seek to take her $ from school...
Haha...
But i really miss those days...
Thinking back i felt so naughty during my sch days...
Always nv go sch...
Haiz...
Nv expect myself to be so naughty...
Haiz...
Is over anyway...
But come to think abt it...
School is really fun...
Mus really treasure the days u ppl had in sch if u're still schooling sia...
Haiz...
Niway today went to meet Fang Ru during her brk tym...
She's at Bugis today...
Dunno why, didnt ask...
Haha...
Bought things for Jessie...
Somebody's birthday today(03/01-mon) what...
Den went dwn town to my work plc to pass them coins...
After which went DFS to look for Dee...
Walked ard to look for Jessie's present...
End up bought a nice chocolate...
Den went to my work plc to eat since i got 25%...
Haha...
Den read newspaper abt the tsunami...
Damn saddening...
Den that joe my supervisor tot i go back and wait for Sally to knock off...
Crazy wan can...
I was waiting for Dee lor...
Not Sally Kow lor...
Den abt 945 i started to walk back to DFS to look for Dee...
Den we ate the choc and was very nice so decided to eat ourselves...
Haha...
So no choc for jessie...
Haha...
Den we went to orange julius to eat saugage...
Den went hm aft that...
Want to eat mos but was 10+ den taka close alr...
Am hm now...
Ate my mum's curry puff...
Wow...
Can fight with Old Chang Kee sia...
Damn powerful sia...
Is really to die for sia...
Damn nice lor...
Seriously think they can open a shop and sell the food that they are good at cooking which is a lot a lot lor...
What a waste...
They are jus too old to really open a stall...
Haiz...
Sad...
That jessie ask me to msg ms tan end up i sent to her hse at this hr instead of her phone can...
Her hse phone sure ring wan lor...
Den ppl nid to work the nxt day some more...
Scare she scold me tml when see her lor...
Haiz...
My fault ah...
Haiz...
Feel damn bad now can...
Haiz...
Okok...
Got to go wrap Jessie's present alr...
No nid to slp agn...
Haiz...
Sian...
Late nite agn...
Anyway the waether damn cold this few days...
Oso wun slp long...
Kp waking up at nite coz too cold...
Lk living in the north pole lk that...
Haiz...
If s'pore got winter i sure cannt survied wan...
Anyway i'll post the link of the video at my links...
Whoever wanna see can jus come and see...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:25 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Let me intro u guys a perfect newly wed couple...
Haha...
Am off today...
And tml-coz is Jessie's Birthday...
Haha...
Nthg much to say...
Jus wanna show u guys some romantic stuff...
Here's the link...
If u dun haf window media player den u cant watch it...
Here it is...
www.fabianlim.com/Mike&Wendy_MTV.wmv
Do visit it ok?
If u wanna see fullerton hotel den mayb can see a bit in this video...
Haha...
Coz the groom went to fullerton to fetch the bride...
The bride stayed at fullerton that day...
Yup...
The groom got to eat the sweet,bitter,sour and spicy stuff b4 going in to the room to see the bride...
Haha...
Was damn funny...
The worst was the groom dunno which bread shop isit that the bride lks to eat the tuna frm...
Instead the best man noes it...
Haha...
Gosh...
Look who's marrying who...
Haha...
Okok...
Enjoy watching...
Anyway nxt tym if anyone wants to get married look for Fabian Lim...
His very gd at this video stuff...
He's very pro and make gd video clips...
Yup...
Bye!
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:30 PM
