Tuesday, August 15, 2006
PLS UNDERSTAND ME!!!
I hate it so much to cry 12+am on 13 aug...
my birthday, yet i have to be crying not for joy...
Nobody truly understands me...
I hate to heard that i'm a workaholic...
I'm Not...
I'm just being unselfish...
i dun wanna sound so wei ta...
neither do i wanna be so inhuman...
They are humans too...
Nobody can ever understand the situation that i'm in unless u're in my shoes...
I hate to mention my work to anyone now...
nobody ever tong qing me...
fine...
everyone thinks that i shouldnt be tong qin coz i'm stupid to made the chioce...
but i really dun have a choice...
why cant anyone just see the point here...
i think ppl should come dwn and have a look at how fucking busy it can be and if i wasnt there to hlp, how messy it can be since's it's alr so fucking messy when i'm around...
nobody sees all this...
if everyone thinks like everyone else does, that is to not work such job, then who is willing to serve customers...
I'M NOT WEI TA AT ALL...
I KNOW MY PIRORITY...
THAT'S WHY I LEARNT TIME MANAGEMENT...
I WOKE UP 5AM IN THE MORNING TO STUDY TO THE TIME I GO TO WORK...
I DID THAT...
I REALLY DO...
nobody sees the effort i put in...
i'm fucking disappointed with everyone...
if u're truly my fren then stop saying i'm a workaholic and understand my situation b4 commenting...coz i had enuff...
it hurts so much and i've tolerate so much and now that i'm breaking down ever since my birthay, i haven been happy at all...
my frens are like that, my family is also like that...
i really wanna leave home one day soon...
i dun feel like staying in here anymore...
all hreatless ppl...
i hate them all...
=..(
crying and suffering in silence...crying myself to slp every mite...i cant take it anymore...!!!
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:32 AM
