Wednesday, December 14, 2005
BoRed...
i think this is the first time u're hearing vaneh shouting out loud...
"I'M SO SO FREAKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Yes...
U didnt see wrongly...
is me...
and yes, i'm bored!!!!!
OMG..
for the 1st time i'm not working on weekdays...
i feel so not attach to them anymore...
i felt that it really dosent matter whether or not i'm working, whether or not there is eunff ppl working...
it jus so dosent concern me anymore..
mayb i shld start thinking when i shld resign..
haha..
i'm working to get money..
but i think the money can be saved in other ways..
i dosent really have to work to get that money even tho working can be a easier way then saving it lah..
haiz..
i really dun feel like working anymore..
i feel so...
no more passion for my work anymore...
coz i felt i've been working like almost all my life...
haiz...
i'm so tired of working...
like w/o working for 3 days i feel so lazy jus thinking that i have to work on sat..
get wat i mean..
haiz...
the feeling of work is so different frm wat i felt before..
haiz..
sianz sianz sianz....
lalalalalalalalala...
haiz...
vaneh is lonely leh...
vaneh wanna find a partner...
OMG...
wat am i toking abt..
haiz...
seriously i find that my life is so freaking boring lah..
and i'm so lonely lah...
haiz..
nv felt so lonely before...
haiz...
all my frens all busy busy..
haiz...
how how how?!?!?!?!?!
any nice gals to intro not?!?!?!
haiz...
dunno why now i looks at gals like no one interests me at all...
and guys totally have no interests at all...
wat am i thinking..
haiz...
i wanna noe more gals lah..
anyone wanna bring me go clubbing?!
OMG..
did i mention clubbing?!?!?!
haiz..
i'm bored lah...
i wanna get a life man...
my life is jus so black and white..
no colours at all lah..
sianz leh...
i'm still sick...
when can i ever get well?!
haiz...
i wanna get well soon soon soon...
have enuff of rest le lah...
i dun wan my head to pain agn..
is really killing me lah...
dunno why i'm so pro to fever leh...
like kp having fever at night...
wat's wrong man...
then in sch like nthg hpn then my family member only kp seeing the sick side of me...
then they all thinks that i'm very sick..
haiz...
i wanna go tanning...
i dun wanna look so sickly...
how?!
haiz..
coz i'm so pale everyone thinks that i'm still not feeling well whereby i fell much better now lah..
haiz..
a bit xin ku tho..
but still..
haiz..
nvm..
shall act sick then i dun need to go work..
haha...
horrible thinking..
oh man..
haha...
niway my sis "scold" me for wanting to go work today..
coz they called to asked if i'm able to work then i actually told them ok..
then morning my sis saw me ironing my working clothes...
then she sms me when she left say i sick still wanna go work coz she knows i dun need to work...
then i told her coz my fren mc then they ask me to go..
then she was like, ppl mc then u sick lor...
then she continue saying abt me dunno how to take care of my health blar blar blar..
then i was like ok lah..
i tell them i cant make it..
haha..
then end up i didnt go..
niway now playing c.little game..
haha..
so cute..
my sis intro me to that website..
haha..
byez...
going to play my game...
hahahahahaha...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 11:09 PM
