Friday, April 09, 2004
Tired..
So she juz have to blame me for something which I've not done wrong..
She juz have to accuse me..
I hate you..
How I wish I can juz shout it right it into your face..
I have had enough can..
After being your sister for so long you've always been abusive to me..
That's all I know abt my SISTER..
I'm a human can..
All I did was to tell you POLITELY..
And what you did..
Accuse me for bang here and there when I DIDN'T..
I DID NOT..
And after that..
Show me attitude..
Saying things to hurt me..
Throwing controller at me..
I'm a human kz..
Since you say that nobody cares for me..
Even if I leave the house..
And you asked me to sleep outside..
Now that I'm at Dee's house staying over..
You muz be DAMN HAPPY..
Nobody even care to come and console me last nite..
When I cried till my eyes are so swollen..
I then final realize that everyone juz wan to blame me..
Juz can't be bothered bout me..
I shall not go back home till maybe Sunday..
Like at 3 plus then go back home..
So that I wouldn't see anyone of you..
I don't like anyone of you..
You all juz don't want to bother about me why should I be bothered if you're worried or not..
I had enough..
Enough is enough..
This is what you want I give it to you..
Think without my presence you all are much better and happier..
haiz..
Cried till so pain and tired..
Now at Dee's house blogging and sleeping..
Haha..
trying to hind all my emotions and ACT happy..
Haiz..
Shall juz end off here..
Don't know what else can I say..
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 10:34 PM
Monday, April 05, 2004
Am I Stupid..
Haiz..
Everyone look down on me never mind..
How could my own sister ever look down on me too..
Was so sad after hearing what she said and even cried because of her..
Is she worth tears..
Was happy that I could finally solve one maths question which darling oso have difficulty in..
And told my mom bout it..
And my sister is around..
And guess what she say..
Don't be too proud over it..
Wait till you can pass your 'O' level then say..
I was like what the hell lorz..
Can't you give me some words of encouragement instead of saying those which really hurts me a lot..
Even my own sister is looking down on me..
Really makes me give up hope..
Haiz..
Guess I'm juz so stupid after all..
From last time till now..
Everyone always things that way..
Seldom encourage me..
And that's how my mentality is..
Haiz..
Forget it..
I'm stupid that's all I can say..
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 2:14 PM
