Wednesday, May 04, 2005
I miss school...
Gosh!
My mind is all about school.
Can u imagine?!
I regreted not cherishing those days and enjoy life in school.
Working is so damn tough.
Was reading other sacian's blog and really am thinking about my school days.
Haiz.
Those days i was so moody and all.
I shouldn't behave that way at all.
I should cherish them instead.
But is really too late to regret it.
Too late.
Haiz.
School is so fun.
Those were the days with all my clsmates luffing and joking, going recesses and fooling around in school.
Things are so much different now.
We hardly meet up.
Everyone is so busy with their own life.
Secondary school is really fun.
Gosh.
I miss doing shows.
I really miss it a lot a lot.
How?!
I want to go back to school and be a student agn.
I really wanna turn back tym.
Looking back at the amount of time i spent on shows/rehearsals.
Looking back at the amount of time i spent in school.
School is like my 2nd home.
But now, is only work and more work.
And the thing is, in school u wun get as much 'trouble' as u get at work.
I mean working is really tough.
Schooling is so much more relaxing and yet i took in for granted.
I really hope ppl in school now really cherish wat they have.
Dun ever regret it when u're out to work.
Things are very different out here.
Schooling is always the best.
Haiz.
Regret to be who i was in school last tym.
I mean i am who i am.
But during the las two yrs in school i was really naughty.
Haiz.
Regreted to be so naughty.
Really.
If only i attended cca...
If only i dun have my moodswings...
If only i work harded...
If only i could spent more tym on my studies...
I reaaly miss doing shows.
Gosh.
Haiz.
I miss my juniors.
I miss those cca sessions.
I miss doing those shows and rehearsals.
I miss planning for shows and planning the crew list.
I just miss those days so so so so much.
Really a lot a lot a lot.
I really really wanna go back to those days.
I really wish i could.
If only i could turn back tym.
If only if only.
If only i knew i will miss them all so much i would have cherish them from the start and not regret it all now.
Gosh!
I'm so going crazy thinking about schooling days.
I so miss having to seat in cls listening to all the teachers teaching and crapping and joking.
I so miss crapping with the teachers.
How?!
Gosh!
I MISS SCHOOL SO SO SO SO DARN MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Those were the days.
I got to move on with life.
Maybe this will all end once i step into my poly life.
Sometimes i just feel like dying so that i could go back to those days.
Stupid right?!
Haiz.
I just hope these tots will stop once i start schooling in my poly.
I really wanna move on and not dwell on all this regrets i have in my sec sch life and i dun wish to repeat this regrets agn!
I so miss my classmates, having to seat in class together.
Haiz.
When can i stop typing this over and over agn?!
My fingers just can't stop it.
How?!
Somebody stop me!
Ok, i'm not the mask.
All right all right.
I'm gonna sleep.
Gonna meet hui tml morning and hopefully i'm able to wake up to go back and pay everyone i know a visit in sch.
Bye.
Nitez!
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