Friday, September 08, 2006
after so long...
i'm back
and here are my updates regaurding my love life...
i've given up on a bitch...
she's sucha bitch, i tell u...
nobody can beat her for that...
she wun noe i'm talking abt her here...
But well, it's all over...
trying hard to rmb her number once agn...
contacted her...
and the outcome of it sux...
so i just gave up...
no use to hang in there for more that a yr or 2...
haiz...
wateva...
this chapter is closed for her...
i'm not gonna open it and write anything else abt her anymore...
i dun miss her, i dun think of her[i just did yest while working...i tot of her n i stoned for a lil while...]...
argh...
fuck...
niway i dunno to be happy or sad...
she brk with her gf le...
i dunno...
and i gave up on another gal...
haiz...
now, ppl...
fill in those gal's name urself, that's if u can guess it rite...
i gave up on her coz i we dun match...
now i'm just waiting aimlessly...
going back to my single life...
care-free life, i should say...
and at the same time, i'm just waiting for the right time to go after her, if possible...
i'm just waiting aimlessly too lah...
i wun do anything to show that i'm going after her...
she have her exams now, so i dun wanna bother her...
i dunno if i have feelings for her..
honestly speaking...
i dun have any feelings for anyone, anymore...
the kind of feelings when u like someone, u think of them, u misses them...
i dun have it...
none is in my mine...
that's why i said if i wanna go after her gotta wait a period of time...
just let time decide everything...
actually i do miss another her...
but i'm not suppose to n i dun wanna miss her...
i cant do that...
i really cant...
i may sound like a flirt...
trust me, i'm not...
i dun go around tolling ppl's feeling...
now i noe exactly how dee felt when seek had her gf...
coz sally kow had a bf...
haiz...
she once told me, she's not getting into any r/s coz she's too old for it...
but now...
not say she cant have one...
but once she have this bf, she's like linda...
coz her bf everyday pick her up frm work...
then, so, she's rushing us with our closing...
she told me once...
she will nv do that...
coz after a tiring day, she know all of us are tired and all so she wun wanna rush us...
but look...
she's doing it...
i'm disappointed lah...
haiz...
i msg her, i told her...
there's a gap in between us now...
she said she knows that i'm sad coz she doesnt spend as much time with me anymore...
fine, i admit, i'm a lil affected...
but at the same time i'm happy for her that she found someone who treats her well and she's happy to have him around...
so i just told her, i'm not sad...
i'm just tired...
and i told her not to think too much coz she's tired too...
that's just an excuse...
but i dun want any misunderstanding so i just use that...
yah...
anyway, i told her i dun feel like working anymore...
she treats me much better after that day...
when i msg and told her she's beginning to be like linda...
haiz...
she's intending to increase my pay...
she told alan abt it...
it will be increased to $6.50...
lan agrees with her...
haiz...
if she really increase...
i wun bear to leave even more...
i'm staying now coz i promised to work for her coz joe is going on leave as she alr book her air tix...
i cant brk my promise for that matter...
if after joe comes back and she increased my pay alr...
i wun leave de lor...
coz ppl just increase ur pay then u wanna leave...
like gu fu ppl's hao xin...
so i dun wanna be like that...
i told her many times...
not to write the letter...
haiz...
anyway all this that i wrote here hpns from think monday till nw...
so the info all random...
haha...
well...
i'm having a moody day recently...
i started smoking agn...
partly bcoz i gotta finish that pkt which i bought it long ago...
plus that pkt alr lao hong...
so must faster finish b4 it got worst...
today bought lotsa toto...
i didnt strike a number at all...
i bought a total of ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
7 different numbers...
none...
totally NONE came out...
sianz...
i'm fucking broke...
i wanna get rich and the only way is to WORK!!!
haiz...
that's wat sally kow is trying to hlp me oso...
that's y she makes me work for so many days...
she have good intentions lah...
she's a nice gal...
dun always thinks that she's mean ok...
coz i always complain to her abt my dad...
so she knows i really need to earn those money...
and my fucking sis...
i hate her so much...
she just have to be so proud..
she asked if i wanna buy a router..
then i was thinking, why not, if i can borrow sally kow's laptop agn, i wun need to go mac to use it...
so i say buy lah...
then she asked me to share for it...
then i say "why need router, oso dun have laptop"...
she say "just buy lah, coz my psp oso got wireless mah n i oso wanna buy a laptop for my own use"...
wth lah!
she wanna use it for her own use, she asked me to share..
ask her go fuck the spider lah....
irritating ass...
thinks that i print money...
wanna get my own phone oso no money alr lah...
plus all her good and ex stuff all frm her frens...
fuck sia...
my next aim...
get my new phone, thumb-drive and a laptop...
so, dun stop me frm working...
i'll go the extra mile for anything as long as i can get the money to get what i want!!!!!!
i asked sally kow to put me anytime any day...
i'll tell her abt what i wanna buy and i'm sure she'll let me work more...
hahaha...
i'll be free for anyone as long as i knock off...
coz now that there is so many "useless" staff [soon will be good staff]...
i can leave on the dot or slightly later...
hehe....
then slowly, i can leave the company once i get those money to buy what i want!!!
Lol...
i believe my this coming mth de pay sure more 800+ or 900+ de...
i see my punch card, i damn happy...
Lol...
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