Saturday, July 22, 2006
Haiz...
i always appear to be happy...
but the deepest darkest side of me is nv happy...
*My hrt is bleeding internally...*
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:23 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Sad...
Hmmm...
I'm not a good gal afterall...
I tot i can stay good for a week...
But...
I let myself down today...
After using the comp...
i tot of slping a while b4 going to sch...
But i didnt set alarm coz i tot i can wake up..
end up i did not wake up...
i miss the 1pm lesson...
tot of going at 3pm for maths...
I woke up at 2plus...
didnt wanna take cab...
so i wanna go for 4pm lesson...
then i went back to slp agn...
and i finally woke up at 3plus...
and i cant afford to go any later..
coz if i dun go at 4, then my nxt lesson at 640pm...
then i might as well dun go..
so i went and i took cab...
Coz no time to take bus...
i go sch coz i need to give my fren something...
Sad...
i'm so sad lah...
waste money only lah...
haiz...
okk...
nthg le...
byez...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 11:58 PM
Haha...
I had fun yesterday singing K with tan yi ling...
Lol...
She's such a nice lil gal lah...
haha...
so far i have yet intro u guys my poly fren hor...
haha...
ok...
so this tan yi ling is my poly clsmate...
she hlps me a lot in my studies...
She's a nice clsmate to have...
Last time always hlp me tap my attendence..
hee...
we always likes to crap around...
the two for us can crap and luff like nobody's business...
Lol...
Ok...
so yesterday when to sing K with her...
Coz on tues i so feel like singing...
so we said to go on wed...
wanted to asked more ppl to go but they dun want...
so end up the to of us went only...
Lol...
then we started singing..
and we realised something dame scary...
when the both of us sing together...
our voice is so alike...
my goodness...
i've nv heard someone with a similar voice as me...
both of us got shock and kpt luffing and luffing...
she kp spotting my chinese mistakes...
coz i always asked her to read chinese msgs that sally kow send me...
haha..
then she said, u always ask me to read those chinese msg but u can sing while wat..
then i told her...
i bei wan lah..
lol...
then she spot a few of my chinese mistakes then she say...
now can spot ur mistake le...
lol...
then we sang only songs....
like those jimmy lim and all...
lol...
so funny...
we song like twins...
i've nv imgaine that...
she told me we can go be a band...
i told her cannot..
coz in a band with similar voice, nthg new..
then she said...
ok...
then u sing in a lower voice, i sing with a higher voice...
haha..
we tried...
and we kpt luffing at ourselves...
damn funny lah...
going out with her can nv be boring...
coz we'll always have lotsa things to crap abt...
lol...
i simply loves her to bits...
lol...
i'm her "qin=green" ai de...
coz i always wear my green polo-t and my green v-neck shirt to sch...
the colour too green le..
lol...
then she conclude the "qin" ai de...
lol...
niway we sang till both of our voice changed...
Lol...
Hmm...
frm 5-8...
but we sang till 9...
lol..
then home sweet home lah..
Oh..
wanted to meet lydia...
but, SOrry lydia...
we sang till so late so i didnt go her hse...
other day ba...
must rmb how to read fortune k...
coz u must suan for me k...
hee...
niway i took bus 65 hm...
i miss my stop...
i was really tired...
very long nv had sucha outing le...
so i took all the way to tampines...
and took 23 hm...
by the time i reached hm...
i think yi ling alr reached her sembawang hm alr...
lol...
i wanna enjoy my life more...
hee...
i last time nv enjoy life so much, kp working and working...
lol...
niway yesterday maths quiz...
FAILED...
i did not study...
and i dunno how to do Laplace transform...
is easy...
but i lack of practice...
and i FAILED my maths common test...
got F...
haiz...
my sem exam must really work very very hard for it to pass le...
no more sub papers to take..
so if fail means really fail and gotta re-take...
haiz..
i must start working hard nw..
by doing/practising my work...
and i think with the hlp of tan yi ling..
i can make it de..
haha..
she's always the one who hlp me in my studies...
and she's damn smart wan lah...
str8 As student k..
sun play play hor...
lol...
k lah...
now morning le...
going to slp a lil while then go sch..
today sch starts at 1pm coz no lee junior's lesson...
hee...
for the past few days i very guai..
always slps at 12+ or 1+...
then woke up at 5+ or 6+ then go to sch by bus...
hee...
i save lotsa money...
but i spent it on K yesterday...
haha...
but at least i didnt take cab...
plus now cab increase price le...
haha...
i attended all the classes this week!!!
i'm proud of myself...
hee...
for the 1st time...
i feel so relax..
i'm not stress at all...
nthg to rush for and nthg to worry for...
this is the kind of life i wanna lead..
hee...
i'll continue this way...
haha...
okk...
going le...
byez...
tag me if free k? ; )
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 7:34 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Haiz...
My life is so happening...
Lydia will noe...
Lol...
Niway, my purpose of blogging this is to tell everyone that...
I bian guai le...
For the 1st time i feel like a student once agn...
I'm in sch everyday since monday...
I attend all the lessons...
I did not skip any...
I did not take cab to school...
But i'm still working on the part whereby a typical student should do...
and that is studying..
Lol...
I haven been studying lah...
and got test oso nv study...
I must work on it sia...
But i shall keep up the going-to-school-everyday kinda attitude...
Hee...
kk...
having lesson now...
lol...
byez...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 8:47 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Oh Man...
Hmmm...
I dunno what i want...
Haha...
I'm confusing myself...
Niway the previous entry where i said i was so "close" to Sally Kow...
Pls dun think crk...
It's just that i've nv dance with her b4 when we go drink for so long...
It's also because i dun damce when i'm with her b4...
But she got dance lah...
But i nv join her de...
Got only once, on her bday we went drinking with so many other ppl...
Then because of Susan Mummy then i dance de...
Coz they kp pulling me to the stage...
Coz i always go with them then i'll just seat there and drink...
Lol...
But that day i very cold...
So must move to kp myself warm...
Lol...
Hmmm...
Well...
Niway i'm getting so guai now...
I dun take cab to sch...
Is a good start of the week...
I got test later...
I've yet to study...
Sianz...
Must memorise wan...
Haiz...
I must continue with this good habit...
Hee...
I'm getting more and more guai, i guess...
But is so tiring to be guai...
Must wake up so early...
Then kp worrying abt my proj and presentation...
I'm so fucking stress over my com skill presentation..
Coz i'm doing with two other china ppl...
And that china guy kps thinking that what he does is correct...
whereby i dun understand the thing at all...
And the report he sent me makes no sense to me...
and i submitted his report and the teacher oso dun understand his report...
Haiz...
I'm so fucking pissed actually..
But i didnt show it...
I wanted to re-do...
But i feel so bad...
So i just let it be...
and the teacher is kind enough to give us a C even if the report is of no sense...
Argh...
I hate every tues..
Coz got com skill...
Haiz...
I want it to end soon...
Real soon...
Haiz...
Nxt week presentation on the report that has no-sense...
He insist his work is rite...
He's gonna talk to the teacher about it tml...
I'm so gonna fail this com skil...
Irritating...
Argh!!!
I hate china ppl...
So fucking yah-yah...
He sux...
Always nv come sch...
Nvm...
Give me such rubbish in the fucking report that contents, i think if i complie his original work is 40 over pages whereby we only needed 20 pg...
and i so dun understand his fucking english and expect me to edit for him...
He dun come sch..
How to asked him...
Like what the hell...
Argh...
As i talk about it, it makes me so angry...
So i shall not make myself angry...
No use to get angry over such ppl...
I'm gonna do well for my presentation on my part but they will surly affect my grades coz is a grp presentation...
But i dun care anymore..
I cant communicate with them at all...
So i'm just gonna give my best presentation...
And let them be...
Hmmm..
Going off to study for my test later...
I wonder if what i did was rite...
and if i did waste my money on it...
I dun wanna feel silly and all...
I dunno what to do...
I'm confused...
Haiz...
Nobody knows what i'm talking here...
Lol..
So i shall just end off..
Byez...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 6:34 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
Once again...
I had a bad day at work yesterday...
Sally kow kpt scolding me...
For not being able to handle the floor with the three of us on floor...
whereby, didnt she realised one is in the kitchen cooking pasta and one on floor who doesnt noe how to take order and i have to take order and led the customers...
Each time i'm at work, i'm damn stress...
She always thinks that i can do everything like they can...
If i'm able to do so, then i wun be studying...
I can go be a cafe manager alr...
Haiz...
She kp scolding me...
I was kinda stress...
But still gotta serve customers with a fake smile...
Is so tiring...
When deep in your heart, u dun feel like smiling...
But somehow u gotta force that smile out from ur face...
So irritating...
Haiz...
Ok...
Then after everything rite, we went to drink...
We're always like that...
Meaning, at work, she can scold me like f***, but after work everything will be left behind kinda thing...
So meaning, work is work lah...
Yah...
So we went drinking at este...
And the person had a bottle of Wodka...
So he poured for us...
Wodka mixed with orange...
Damn nice...
Cant taste much of the Wodka...
So i drank quite a lot...
And is until 2+ that i heard a song dedication that i have nv hear them singing before...
And i'm kinda shock that they sang that song...
And when i heard that song...
I shed another tear for YOU...
It has been a long time since i cried for YOU...
I thought i have gotten over YOU...
But i doubt i have...
Haiz...
Ok...
Then i kpt drinking...
I think i drank more than 7 cups...
kinda lil...
But they somehow poured a lot of Wodka in the gls...
So...
Yah...
Then for the 1st time sally kow and i was so "close"...
Ok...
I shall put it this way...
I started dancing...
then she kinda join me...
Haha...
So the guy kp asking her to marry him...
Then she ask him to ask me whether can or not...
Lol...
And i said cannot...
Coz sally likes another hong kong guy...
Lol...
So i said cannot lah..
Then the guy asked me why...
I cant say...
The words just cant come out from my mouth...
Lol...
And we did suspect that there's a girl in the culb is his gf...
We asked him, he denied...
He kpt saying she is his very gd fren whom they know for ten over years...
And that she's a gal so is gal-fren...
Lol...
But that doesnt convince us...
Hee...
Anyway we dance closely and all...
Then we went back to paragon to slp [forever one...standard]...
Lol...
Then when we were walking out to take a cab...
He kpt asking sally to marry him...
Then sally told him...
She had a lao gong...
Lol...
Then he kinda ask who and she said...
There vaness lor...
Then she was like hor, vaness...
Then i told her...
Wo gen ni hen shou ah? [meaning, i know her very well? kinda thing...]
Then she diao me...
Lol...
Then she told him...
Really...
She[me] very good...
blah blah blah...
think she drunk...
I was high i guess...
but not totally drunk...
i still know what's going on...
so yah...
then she asked him to sponse 10 for cab and 10 for brkfast...
Lol...
and he gave...
She's good at that...
Asking ppl for money...
Coz she didnt wanna go coz she broke then she said to the guy...
unless u sponse me cab fare...
coz i'm broke...
Blah blah blah...
Lol...
and they always give her...
Haha...
Hmmm...
then we alighted the cab at paragon...
then while she's on the phone with that guy...
he asked again..
why wun she marry him...
then she asked him to ask me...
so i told him...
she had someone else in mind...
haha...
then they contniue talking...
ans i wasnt feeling well...
and i was at, u noe, beside coffee bean got grass...
then i stood there to puke...
i ren very long le...
every since in the cab...
then sally kow didnt know i puke...
Lol...
Happily talk on the phone and walked away...
then aft i finish puking...
i walking towards her and i heard her saying to the guy...
u wait...
vaness missing..
Lol...
then i appear...
Lol...
then we walked into paragon...
and the 7-e guy said cannot go in...
but we dun care...
the guy asked where u going and we said toilet...
then the guy was like toilet's lock...
u cant go in...
but we heck care him and just walk in...
Lol...
then we stay in the locker to slp...
the nxt morning...
got i wanted to brush my teeth...
then on my hand there's tissue and the other was the toothbrush...
i wanted to throw the tissue away...
but instead i threw the toothbrush...
Lol...
How silly can i be right...
Haha...
Okk...
then i finds it so funny, i was laughing to myself...
Linda came out from one of the cubical and saw me laughing to myself...
then i wanna tell her wat hpn but i cant say out...
so i just continue laughing..
then she kp saying i siao..
then aft i cool dwn then i told her...
haha...
okk...
then Linda went to the locker and Sally called me...
she said, Linda come alr...
then i told her, i know i saw her in the toilet..
then she asked she got see me...
i said yes...
Lol...
then aft i'm done washing up, i went to the locker..
once i open the door, i saw Joe..
Lol...
Then she looked at me, i looked at her and walked into the locker...
then i looked at sally, sally looked at me and smile...
then i just act nthg like that lah...
Lol...
then aft that she asked me to hlp her do foot reflex...
Lol...
she said her leg pain..
so i hlp lor..
then the position damn weird...
Lol...
then she said...
If aunty alice, one of the staff, came in and see us like that then what will she think...
Lol...
she damn funny lah...
then i told her...
normal wat...
i hlp u do foot reflex..
Lol...
Okk...
but by the time we're done she haven come so it's ok lah...
Lol...
Then hor, we go toilet wash up then go 7-e buy drinks...
coz alr 950, i think...
and both of us working at 10...
Lol...
so no time for mac brkfast..
haha...
yah...
Then like that lah...
then later in the aftnoon, while working...
My "gf" came... [they hlp me match-make wan]
Then i took other ppl's order...
they wanted flat white [hot drink] and a ice coffee...
and the person wanted less ice for the ice coffee, obviously...
but i arrow out at the flat white and wrote less ice...
they laugh at me...
Lol...
say, i saw my "gf" and i cant concentrate...
Lol...
see my "gf" is one thing...
We saw her seating on another gal's lap...
we believe is her gf coz they always come together..
then they make fun of me lah..
sat, dun see ur "gf" seat on another gal's lap then loss concentration hor...
so funny lah..
haha..
then i kp laughing..
haha..
then think towards the evening...
Joe beat me, for no reason...[she always does that] Lol...
Then i kinda shouted..
then she told Linda and Linda say, jiao hao hao hor..
bu yao luan luan jiao...
Yesterday at store-rm still jiao bu gou ah...
meaning...
"shout" properly...
dun anyhow "shout"...
yesterday at store-rm still not enough isit..
so irritating lah...
Lol...
they always have dirty tots..
Lol...
i work with them, my mind is corrupted..
Lol...
Then i told her...
eh, rice can anyhow eat...
words cannot anyhow say...
Lol..
then i walked away...
Yupp...
okk...
so that's abt it...
i gotta go finish up my proj and hand in today...
hee..
lesson at 8...
now alr 546...
dun wanna take cab..
must save money...
yupyup...
kk...
going off le...
hee...
bye...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 5:01 AM
