Wednesday, January 31, 2007
EMO TIME~~~
I know i'm one day late, but i wanna type this entry before i go study for tml's test...
Just have the urge to do so...
Xue Wei Lun's death is shocking to all...
She's 28 this yr...
She died on the 28 of jan...
Her dairy stops at 128...
and her funeral will be on the 08 of feb [it's a 2-8 oso]...
I wonder what's with the 28...
I'm so gonna buy 4D+toto...
But that's out of the point for this entry...
Lol...
Ok, let's get some serious stuff here...
At 1st, ch8 10 o'clock's news on the day of her death...
My fren sent a msg to me to tell me abt her death...
I was thinking, i dunno who is she, i'm kinda not interested...
and my fren told me she's 28 yrs old...
I feel pitiful...
but not enough for me to cry...
So many ppl talking abt her...
She isnt famous yet, so i dun really know who she was and therefore heck care...
Today, yi ling told me, gary-chou ge, the singer, when on the e-news wanted to promote for , i cant rmb whose album that was abt to release...
Either gary's or xue wei lun's album...
and yi ling told me how emo she got while watching the e-news...
coz he wanted to promote right, but upon hearing her death, her dun have the mood to promote...
as gary and wei lun have met up just, last week to talk abt a song that gary was writing for wei lun for her new album that was soon gonna be release, and now, a week ltr, she's gone...
He was sad and said that he will finish writing the song for her in memory of her...
So sweet of him...
When yi ling told me, i still dun feel anything, seriously, i have no idea who she was as she wasnt that famous but was involved in certain shows which i didnt realised...
I didnt know what songs she sang too...
So to me, it was still nothing...
Until just, today...
When my sis said she wanna use the comp a little while, she went to taiwan's yahoo to search for her news...
I was beside her and advise her to try youtube...
and we watched her news together...
It was so saddening that my eyes was fill with tears...
All over the news was abt her death at sucha young age...
when she was on her way to fame...
and then i rmb who she was aft watching so many video clips of her...
my sis mention to me that she acted in meteor garden...
and aft seeing so many of her pic, i recognise her...
i started to feel so sorry for her...
my 2nd sis was beside me and kpt saying why goos ppl die so early...
It's sucha petty that she died at this young age, and her former sch wanted to give her an award to her on their sch's foundress day...
but, that cant hpn anymore...
it's really sad to see those video clips...
I got so emo that i almost teared...
and so i controlled...
I feel so sad now...
this world is so scary...
tho ppl live n die...
but those who suppose to die, dun die...
isnt it a sad case...
what is this world coming to...
one can just leave this world without any sighs of warning or whatsoever...
haiz...
why, why, why...
is there really such things as a death book around...
why do they plot sucha horrible death upon ppl...why cant everyone just die peacefully...
haiz...
so many WHYS that cant be answered...
All we can do is to hope for the best for her family n frens...
give then the strength to move on, it's hard tho...
haiz...
one thing i learnt frm many death's news...
no matter how much u hate someone...
but when he/she died...
all the hatred will be gone...
no matter how much u hate ur life, how much u feels like dying...
u cant suicide...
coz that will brings a lot of miseries to so many of ur loved ones out there...
they may not show how much they love u...
but on the day of ur death, only love that remains...
love all ur families n frens for they are precious to u...
no matter rain or shine, these ppl are always by ur side...
they are the ones that will grieve over ur death...
they are the ones that will suffer emotionally aft ur death...
so just let fate take charge of ur life an lead a happy life instead of suiciding...
u'll not know if u'll survive the nxt day or even the nxt min...
that's a forward msg i received long ago...
it's very meaningful...
i cant rmb the details...
it goes something like...
be thankful for what hpn the day before, cherish the present day and when u wake up the nxt day, thank god for a brand new day...
something along that line...
life is indeed precious...
i'm grateful and sorry to all my frens who were there for me on my most depressed times...
those who stopped me frm suiciding...
i've learnt to cherish my life more....
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Okk...
enough of her death...
I'm just feeling sad for her...
niway i'm confusing myself...
many ppl starts to appear in my life...
rmb ching ching...
i found her in frenster...
i added her, she accepted...
i msg her, she replied n gave me her msn add w/o me asking...
haiz...
there's too many HERS in my life...
tml's another her's birthday...
Oh well, leo's suppose to have a gd love life, i hope it hpns to me...
I'll just let nature take it's course...
I'll not work for it...
coz force doesnt have xin fu...
I will not force things to hpn...
tho ppl say, u gotta make it hpn...
Seriously, i dunno how...
even the person i like, i dare not tell her...
she looks like ching ching, that's aft i like her then i saw ching ching's frenster pic n then realised they look alike...
i dun like her coz she looks like her...
that's how i found out that i like the HERS is one of a kind...
Lol...
same pattern...
haha...
haiz...
i just dun wanna do anything...
I'll not show my emo to anyone of the HERS [whoever that is]...
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alright...
time for some studying...
shall do some reading up...
i'm not gonna fail for tml's paper...
not worth it...
is a easy paper...
off i go...
take care ppls...
cherish every single one around...
forgive and forget all the hatreds u have for ur enemies...
Love everyone...
nitez...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 2:18 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
Continue~~~
Ok, I was kinda sad for the fact that aft this sem...
I'll be in a totally diff class as my best frens in my class...
Sad...
All go wireless, i go embbeded...
Haiz...
That was why i was damn sad that time...
But i looked on the bright side...
and cherish everyday that i spent with them...
SO...
I attended sch every single day...
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Next...
I think i like this gal...
I dunno y...
I just did...
So hpn that i kp dreaming of her so often...
she's a nice gal lah...
But i dun wanna turn her into a bad gal...
she's too guai to be true...
so tempted to tell her...
but, nah~
i guess i wun...
mayb aft we leave poly ba...
or wait for her to get a bf then say...
yupyup...
and i bought a 1GB thumbdrive for $39...
Cheap?
pls tell me it is...
Lol...
Kk...
that's all for my updates...
Hee...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 10:37 PM
