Thursday, January 05, 2006
What The fark... Happy New Year...
Wat's so grt abt 2006...
t's jus another that we'll be living in...
we're still breathing like every other day...
we're still studying like any other day...
we still need to bathe every day...
we still need to eat every day...
we still need money to survive our days throughout the yr...
we still need to slp like any other day...
we're still leading watever kind of life we used to lead in 2005...
is jus another continuous living...
nothing so grt abt it...
i dun even feel the new year mood...
and like wat the hell..
wat a gd way to start a new yr lah...
i'm kinda affected lah...
on new yr's eve...
i went to seek's work place aft work...
no dates, no nothing..
was kinda sad then..
thinking life is super boring..
not the 1st tiem thinking abt it..
but is bad enuff to think abt it on new yr's eve...
in fact it was alr aft 12 tat i was seating dwn and thinking abt all this..
on new yr itself a sunday...
sally kow was angry coz didnt wake up in time for work...
end up she asked me not to go..
fine...
nvm..
then nxt day, monday...
still a hols...
go work she didnt talk to me at all..
nvm..
kinda bad enuff lah..
like my days are all so boring and all..
then tuesday back to sch...
found out tat i need to hand in my proj on thur..
i didnt do anything abt it at all..
and worst was that i realised i gave the wrong schedule to sally kow...
when i gave her, i didnt tot of my common test nxt week...
and i happily gave her all my free days to work..
including sat and sun when my common test for maths is on the following monday...
i totally have no free time to study..
but to do it at night..
aft my work...
OMG...
I'm so going crazy...
wat a way to start a new yr...
Fark man..
argh...
damn it sia...
haiz...
nothing new if i said i ever tot of jumping dwn the river on the eve..
i was thinking too much...
but is all facts...
Haiz...
i have been having this tots lately...
Damn it...
haiz..
how can this hpn...
OMG...
i seriously need a gal in my life...
Fark...
i cant find any...
or rather..
i didnt find them..
hahahahaha...
i jus dunno wat's with me?!
last time i used to have one aft another...
now..
wanna find one oso dun have..
haiz..
no feeling for any gals...
Oh..
i dreamt of michelle lim as my gal..
lol..
ssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh....
dun laugh so loud..
ahahahahahahaha...
haiz haiz haiz... ... ... ...
i so hate this life lah..
jus so wanna end it soon lah...
and FARK!
I JUST TOT OF MY CIRCUIT...
I HAVE YET TO BUY MY COMPONENT!!!
FARK FARK FARK....
WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO..
I TOTALLY HAVE NO TIME AT ALL!!!
FARK...
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haihaihaihaihaizzzzzzzzzzzz..................
fail fail fail fail fail...............
i so thinks tat i'm so gonna fail my this fucking sem...
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck...
vaneh is so sssssttttrrrreeeessssssssssssssss.........................
can see my head is grow bigger each day...
and my eye ring is getting blacker each day...
OMG...
and i'm getting fairer each day...
and tat's coz i so farking have no time to go sun-tanning...
fark...
i need a tan damn farking badly..
if anyone thinks tat they are fair and needs tanning badly...
asked them to look at me and compare b4 making so much noise, PLS!!!!
and i'm alr so fark up with my life and so farking busy alr..
then still so many ppl's bday in jan...
i'm really farking fark up lah...
haiz...
i seriously farking BROKE!!!!
and am farking NO TIME!!!!
dun even think that i'll have anymore money for then nxt 3 present and dinner or wat-so-ever...
Fark lah...
not tat i blame u ppl for borning in the mth of jan...
is jus tat everyone is older and things tat everyone wants aint cheap...
and i'm not from any wealthy family...
and my father aint hlping much..
even flare at him a few times over omney matters...
but he didnt scold me coz is he need the money from me...
haiz...
and not jan's fault...
not the expensive stuff's fault..
is me being poor...
and is all abt my life..
all falls back to my life...
a life tat i'll have to live with it till i die...
i'm jus angry with my life coz is super boring and expensive...
no excitment...
and the kind of excitment i get is last min notice yet not entertaining...
and exams-near kinda excitment...
fark..
i dun wan all this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fine..
argh..
i wanna go do some studying b4 6.45am reached...
gtg used my time wisely....
byez!
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