Tuesday, February 17, 2004
Sick!!
Haiz..
I'm really sick nw..
So went to see a doctor today..
haiz..
the medication not nice to suck wan..
but still got to eat it anyway..
coz my throat is really killing me sia..
haiz..
so pain..
haiz..
the doctor thinks that I got SARS izzit..
I didn't even have any fever give me medicine for fever for wat?!
Crazy..
all because I'm having dry cough doesn't mean that I will have fever rite..
aiyo..
the doctor so cartoon wan can..
haiz..
Head bleed today..
shall not go into detail why..
haiz..
ok..
lazy to type..
shall end here..
haiz..
Dunno hw to ans dumb poh tml..
haiz..
nitez..
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 12:34 AM
Monday, February 16, 2004
Finally..
The project has finally ended on the 13 Feb at 5 plus 6 plus.
haiz..
after that when to eat ba cho mee..
haiz..
injuries everywhere..
haiz..
fingers damn pain after one whole day of making balloons..
pumping they, tie-ing them and twisting them..
haiz..
my life isn't that smooth even aft the project has ended..
in fact..
it has got worst..
haiz..
v day wasn't fun at all..
haiz..
so much things hpn on that day till Dee, Lydia, dawn had to come all the way to take a look at me..
haiz..
they are so wei ta..
after hearing wat hpn to me, they rush down n left dawn's noodle half cooked n even left sally all alone..
haiz..
this few days I'm always lk that..
I can't take any shock..
haiz..
it will always end up that way..
haiz..
wonder hw did Noel noe bout it n even msg me..
and that Jessie was angry coz I didn't msg her 1st..
haha..
they r my bunch of cute frenz..
really sweet n lovely..
haiz..
but I've let them all dwn..
I'm not who I used to be..
why?
haiz..
I've disappoint them time n time agn..
haiz..
I've cuts all over me..
blue blacks and everything..
haiz..
all be coz of work..
and the balloons..
and most of all wat I've done to myself..
haiz..
here I m..
not going sch agn..
haiz..
I shall not say anything abt it..
I juz wanna kp things to myself..
everything I say something ppl will juz talk bac..
tat will make me either more angry or sad..
haiz..
things ain't going the rite way..
tis isn't the kind of life which I want to led..
I'm a student..
hello..
why am I always at hm?
haiz..
I dun wish to explain anything..
if anyone bother to find out den asked me..
but juz dun say me n listen..
but I doubt anyone is even interested in hearing..
haiz..
I've regretted..
I hate ppl who always nv go sch..
nw I'm hating myself for nt going sch..
haiz..
aaaaahhhhh..
say so much oso no used..
I've alr done it..
I seriously hope that tis can juz ended soon..
I'm having my 'o's this yr..
n if tis keeps on hpning..
I dun think I can make it for my 'o's..
haiz..
I juz wanna led a happy life..
lk wat I used to be..
so free n happy..
not lk nw..
dwelling in depression..
haiz..
things kp appearing in my mind..
haiz..
things wun the same anymore..
I'm so hoping I could turn bac time..
why didn't the car knock me dwn..
why muz it stop..
haiz..
I juz wish that my life can end soon..
kept praying to god recently to beg him to end my life..
as in those fated to die..
n not me having to purposely end it..
haiz..
juz hope that he could answer to my prayer soon..
shall end here..
lazy to type anymore..
had enuff of life..
*I cried n cried..
but nthg had change..
every single day cried till my eyes r dried..
cried till there's really no more tears..
what can I say..
I'm juz too silly in every act that I've done..
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 9:42 AM
