Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Come What May
I MISS YOUR SINGING...
I STILL MISS YOU LOTS...
Tho i scolded you bitch...
Haiz...
OUR one out of the MANY SONGS...
COME WHAT MAYNever knew I could feel like this
Like I’ve never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart~ can you hear~ it sing
Telling me to give~ you everything
Seasons may change~ winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may~ come what may~
I will love you~ until my dying day~
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn’t seem~ such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there’s no mountain too high
No rivers too wide~ sing out this song
And I’ll be there~~ by your side
Storm clouds may gather~ and stars~ may collide
But I love you (I love you) until the end (until the end) of time
Come what may~ come what may~
I will love you~ until my dying day
Oh~ come what may~ come what may~
I will love you~ (I will love you)
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may~ come what may~
I will love you until my dying day~
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 5:12 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
i'm loving it!!!
Aha...
I'm home the whole day...i've slack the whole day...
cool...
i've long waited for this day to come...
tho is kinda boring...
but i'm loving it...
save money...
can rest my body too...
Lol...
finally i've treat my body well...
haha...
the whole day till now...
early in the morning, think at abt 7plus...
my 2nd sis woke me up...
my head was so pain...
having bad headache...
she tot i got sch or work...
i was pissed...
so tired yet kana woke up by her...
then i said...
i got no work no sch!!!
then i went back to slp shortly...
i dunno how long i took..
think it took me a sec or two to fell back to slp...
next...
at abt 8+...
my eldest sis came back...
she talk damn bloody loud i was waken up by her loud voice...
she's talking to my mom...
all i rmb was hearing "mummy"...
and i saw her unpacking her bag...
and a sec or two i fell back to slp agn...
hahaha...
that shows how tired i was that i cldnt rmb how long i take fall aslp...
haha...
it was so fast, i dun need to toss and turn in my bed..
haha..
then finally i woke up at 12+pm...
since nobody call me back to work...
i msg everyone else to see who is free...
then i got replies...
but guess wat i did...
i turn them away...
1st was seek...
she asked me if i wanna join her and ko but they gotta leave to else where at 6pm...
so i was thinking a bit meaningless...
then next was noel..
she asked if i wanna play badminton...
i wanted to but i was lazy n wanted to play mahjong instead but no legs...
so i decided to play pool instead...
but i was too lazy to leave my hse since it was alr 1+ or 2+...
plus she also gotta work at 7.30pm and shortly aft, my place started to rain...
so i didnt go...
then nxt i receive msg frm hui...
saying she will be going to town with one of her female colleague...
but i didnt reply her, if i'm not wrong...
then i received a msg frm noel..
i got a shock...
i call her to check on her..
haha..
at 1st i call her hp...
it was off...
i was so scared and worried..
then i quickly call her hse...
haha..
then i hear that she's fine then ok lah..
haha..
then i cook instand noodles to eat...
is my u-don noodles...
i tell u wat i put in my instand noodles...
-the noodles
-the sesaoning [given]
-one beaten egg
-2 slices of honey baked ham cut into pieces
-sesame oil
-1 small piece of cheese in triangular shape
Lastly,
-1 egg unbeaten
here's my feng fu de instand u-don noodles...
haha...
after eating, i called noel to talk to her agn...
so fun to chat with her...
love talking to her coz both of us will just kp luffing non-stop...
haha..
then at 5pm we hang the phone coz we wanna watch yu le bai fen bai...
haha..
coz got our xiao zhu..
haha..
ok...
i wanna mention something...
i'm sucha pig, i tell u..
i just love my room...
i eat in my room, after eating i just lie down in my bed agn...
basically i'm in my bed all the time...
so i only get out of bed when i woke up to go toilet...
then i hungry then get up go cook noodles..
eat le then go lie back on my bed..
Lol...
i told noel..
if only the frigde is in my room...
haha..
then she suggest to get a one room flat..
and i agree...
what i brillant idea...
haha...
then only now, 7pm, after watching those tv progs that i got up and am in front of my comp...
haha..
and my father got wai yu...
i hate him...
he always come home so late after work...
later than usual...
hate him!
and he scold me once he stepped into the hse...
like wat the fuck...
ppl nan de one day at stay at hm and nv go out or work he scold ppl say waste electric the whole day...
he thinks that i on my com from morning till now?
wtf...
he dunno yet he wanna anyhow say...
then my mum called to ask if wanna buy any food...
he wasnt hm at that time...
now that he comes hm...
he asked if my mum call...
he asked me to call my mum to ask her buy food...
fuck him!
dun go look for that fucknig china gal then u can get ur food...
i so hate it...
then he recently kp quarrel with my mum over small matters...
my mum put up with his nonsense all these yrs...
my mum nv speak a thing...
and he take her for granted...
one day my mum will sure turn her back on my dad...
one day when the slut cheat all his money, i'll not give him a single cent...
i will not let him come near my mum...
i make sure my mum dun give him anymore money...
he bu zhen qi then nobody can/will hlp...
i kp imagining things...
i imagine the worst...
i think i cant bear to see my dad in the sorry state...
i think i'll be the stupid one who hlp him among the 3 of us...
and i foresee that i will quarrel with my 2nd sis coz i hlp my dad...
haiz...
i dunno...
i'm scared...
i so wanna cry...
i dun want my family to fall apart...
i cant take it if that really hpns...
haiz...
see me everyday so happy and thinks that nthg will hpn...
but deep dwn inside, i so scare...
so so freaking scare...
it seems like a nightmare..
i dreamt that my mum jump of the building in front of me...
i cried like hell..
i woke up crying..
the dream was so real...
i felt it...
i was scared...
tho the dream was long ago...
i can still feel it now...
many scary things hpn in my dreams...
nthg is as real as that...
haiz...
i told my mum...
i hope nthg will hpn...
my mum is so depress nowadays..
yet i dunno how to talk to her nicely..
i feel so irritated each time she talks to me...
i dunno how to show her that i really care and zai hu her...
haiz...
i'm so sorry...
okk...
stop all the sad stuff..
all bcoz of him, i started to change my mood of blogging...
frm happy things to sucha a sad case...
haiz...
nthg much i did...
that's all abt today...
sunday i no need to work oso...
haha...
so nice, sally kow...
but that fucking ass is screwing our mood...
sucha bitch...
aaahhhh....
New news....
i didnt strike toto...
my dad asked if anyone calls him...
i say no...
and i asked whose call he's expecting...
then he asked if the aunty called isit...
i said no~....
then he mumble saying...
ask only oso cannot...
haiz...
what is he up to...
i hate to play mind games...
at home like that...
at work oso like that..
wth...
my life sux...
i wanna live alone in a one rm flat...
i wanna move out once i earn lots and lotsa money...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 7:20 PM
