Thursday, March 03, 2005
What's my future gonna be like?! There's always this question mark(?) up there...
See many happy faces
See many crying faces.
Well,
Which category am i?
I was there smiling away without a tear in my eyes.
Haha.
Well, but know what,
Haha.
After i left the school, after telling all my family member abt my results and was on my way to celebrate then i realise,
I counted my points wrongly.
Haha.
But was very contented with my individual subjects.
It's just that they are all C5, C6.
Haha.
Well, I was upset when i added up all my points to finalise.
Haha.
Seeing the passes and the pts is two different thing.
Haiz.
What to do.
Got to admit that i'm weak in my studies.
I'm happy for i've pass everything except english which is always the killer.
I've pass all the subjects which i've never ever pass before in my entire schooling life.
Haha.
Like my humans, sciences.
Haha.
Altho i pass all these subjects,
Wasn't quite happy abt my accounts and maths tho.
Was expecting probably a B4.
Put in a lot of effort i must say.
I know myself the best during that period of time.
But guess it's just not enough to hit my aim.
And my english.
Tho it's normal for me to fail still, having that lil hope in me, that i would pass for my O level but end up failing it.
Was kinda disappionted.
What to do.
I just simply don't believe it.
But that's the fact.
But it's over so am happy for what i got.
At least i know i've done my best in doing the papers.
Was happy afterall.
Now my main concern is which course i want to take.
Well, is not like they offer me a lot of courses.
But afterall, is hard for me to make decision for such things.
I'm always bad at decision making u see.
I'm afraid to take the wrong step.
I'm afraid to choice the wrong course.
Is like i have to choice something that i'm interested in and in the meantime is useful when i grow up to get a job.
Is hard to decide.
I just can't do it.
And with my pts i don't think any poly will want me.
Haiz.
Still thinking abt it.
Will submit my choices by tonight.
I'm really gonna seat dwn and think abt it.
Actually i've alr had some courses in mind.
Is just that i dare not put it as one of my choices.
Haha.
Sound stupid.
But this is me.
Anyway,
Enough of poly stuff.
Shall blog abt other things when i come back from work.
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