Friday, August 11, 2006
It's Just Another Day...
Haiz...
My birthday is just another day for me...
Sad...
I guess this yr will be a boring one...
Sally kow intended to go out with me tml, sat...
And i think she purposely put herself work opening oso...
just to celebrate with me...
But i've alr made arrangement with hui le...
So it will be a belated one for me from her...
honestly, i dun feel any excitment towards my birthday...
Coz it's just another day and life still goes on and i still have to live on for dunno how many more yrs b4 i died...
So it doesnt make a difference to me...
I'm seriously disappointed tho...
When i know that so many ppl having their test and exam the next day kinda thing...
Haiz...
So meaning, they wun have time for me...
I seriously tot that finally i have time out to see all my frens...
Apparently i was worng...
But it is kinda expected oso...
It has been ages since i met them...
Haiz...
I guess everyone is busy with their own life...
We'll hardly have time out anymore...
Haiz...
Nvm...
I gotta get used to such life...
I cant expect everyone to give in to me just bcoz it's my bday and it isnt any big deal too...
Coz every yr, on the same month and date, life still goes on...
Haiz...
We shall see how lah...
Point form... Random...
-Exams coming...
-Linda's on leave...
-Shot of Manpower at work...
-I must start to learn time management...
-Life is not gonna be easy for me frm next week onwards...
-I must have self-motivation n self-discipline...
-i believe i can pass thru this stage in life...
-That is to work and study at the same time...
-Objective is to do well in my exams and at the same time lighten their work load at work...
-I'll pray every night b4 i slp...
-I'll be a good gal to start studying...
-I'll start today...
-It's gonna be a busy week ahead for me...
-No time for lesiures...
-After my Exans, i'll be free...
-I'll suffer for the whole of next week...
-I wun mind and i mean what i said...
-Seriously...
-I'm Determine this time...
-I'm gonna persevere till the end...
-I will do it...
-I can do it...
-I believe in myself...
-I will be a "shen xian" for the whole of next week...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 11:46 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
OMG...
Why isit blogger in chinese?
Must i do anything?
Well...
That's not the purpose of me blogging...
As long as i can blog, nthg else matters...
Hmmm...
I wanna talk abt last nite...
I had a wonderful day...
Lol...
I did not work...
My day is full of meeting up with ppl...
Ok...
!st my cousin's faiz birthday...
He only 4 yrs old...
Lol...
So my sis promise to hlp to do some deco in his hse for his birthday...
Apparently, she cant make it...
So she asked me to go over earlier to hlp...
So the thing suppose to start at 2pm...
But i only reached at 1.40pm...
Is at ubi...
Few blocks away from Lydia's house...
Then when i reached...
My aunty told me that the ppl will only start coming in at 2.30pm...
So i took my time to do it...
Hee...
Okk...
Then my cousin damn cute...
Let me tell u the whole conver...
Faiz: " Daddy, look, HE paste the thing. "
Faiz Sister: " Is SHE not HE. "
Faiz: " HE. "
My uncle, Faiz Daddy: " SHE. "
Faiz: " No, HE. "
Faiz Sister n I: " SHE. "
My Uncle: " HE or SHE? "
Faiz: " I Don't Know, Don't ask me. "
Lol...
I like the part whereby he told my uncle...
"I dunno, dun ask me. "
He sounded Damn confused...
Lol...
Damn cute, the way he said it...
Lol...
Okk...
I tot the thing will end earlier, so i planned to meet my poly clsmates in town at 5pm.
And my other aunties all not there yet, so i cant wait any longer and left...
I headed down to town...
Met up with my clsmates...
They didnt know where to go, so we just walked around...
Wanted to catch a movie...
But all the movies, at least one of them will have already been watched by someone...
So end up decided to walk around...
And the atmoshpere very cold...
Very little talking...
Very hard to get everyone into the conver even tho it's just, 6 of us?
Hmmm...
So end up decided to go eat, i didnt eat coz i ate at my cousin's bday, so i watched them eat pepper lunch...
cant sing k coz majority broke...
Then one of them need to go esplanade to meet his frens to watch fireworks...
Then we decided to go watch too...
Since we got nothing to do...
Tan Yi Ling and I had a hard time trying get everyone involved throughout the whole thing lah...
Okk...
Then my fren didnt manage to meet up with his other frens whom he's suppose to watch fireworks initially with...
Lol...
So end up he watch with us...
Lol...
Coz too crowded and we only reached esplanade at 845pm?
Whereby the fireworks starting at 9pm...
Lol...
So he watch it with us...
Lol...
Then, after the fireworks, he went to find his frens...
The rest of us go MS...
Wanted to shop...
Ended up we found ourselves comfortably seating at the center stage area where there's chairs and table for those beauty or slimming promo...
Those promotors not there already coz close already but the tables and chairs they nv kp de...
So we sat there bio chio bu[s] [not many]...
Lol...
Talk a lot...
And i was hungry...
So their turn to see me eat...
Haha...
Ate LJS...
Then after eating they go hm...
I looked for Sally Kow...
Lol...
Supposely, a customer asked her to go to this bar at marriott hotel there de...
And she said she'll bring me along...
And my AM-Joe asked me the nite b4 whether i going or not...
I told her i dunno anything, Sally Kow nv tell me lah...
So i didnt wanna go hm so early...
I msg Sally Kow...
I asked if she going to the club...
She called and told me, how i know she going este...
I was like, no, i didnt know she going este...
I tot she going with the customer...
She said the customer nv contact her and she nv contact that customer, so she nv go...
Then she asked me why?
I wanna join her?
At 1st i told her no, i was just asking...
But when my poly frens and i are abt to leave...
I decided to go find Sally Kow...
I asked if i can join her...
Then she told me ok...
So i walked from city hall to clark quey...
Coz she haven leave paragon and will take a longer time...
So i save transport fee and walked there...
When i reached, i waited for her...
Then we went up together...
Then coz sat, sally kow and one staff quarrel...
Haiz...
The staff said she dun wanna work anymore and wun be coming to work...
So today, she didnt turn up...
Linda msg me in the afternoon and told me abt it...
So i actually msg Sally Kow at nite to asked if needs my hlp today coz there wun be enough man power...
That's how i started to msg her and meet up lah...
Then we went to drink...
She talks to me about many things that happens in her live...
The most shocking things that i've ever heard...
Coz i told her what happen to one of my fren's fren...
And she told me the same thing hpn to her before...
I was dumbfounded...
I dunno what to say...
Coz we talk, then link here and there then link to many different topic...
Lol...
A lot of things lah...
Then when about 1plus 2 like that, we drink quite a lot le and she was feeling cold...
So yah, she started dancing after we came back frm the toilet and she asked me to dance too...
Lol...
That's the 1st time...
We dance closely...
Then the second time was when she drank more...
Haha...
Then we were super close till the extend that one guy kps looking at us...
Lol...
Then she said...
The guy kp looking...
Later he thinks we are together...[something along that line]
So we didnt get do close after she said that...
And lastly was when the music was nice...
We dance and hug each other lah...
Like she in front of me, i behind her...
Then she hold my hand, going around her waist, she lend on my shoulder, my chin[dunno how to spell] at her shoulder...
At that moment...
I felt...
Nothing...
Lol...
I just finds it normal...
I dunno why...
It's just so natural...
But i know, she only treats me as a good, close fren...
Same with me...
I treat her nice, coz she's worthy of it all...
She's someone i respect and trust the most...
Many things we talked about, i rmb them all...
Her live is not easy...
Thet's this part when we were at her life story topic, she just ratter on and i hug her tightly...
I felt that she needs that...
Hmmm...
She's poor thing...
But she's VERY VERY VERY SUPER STRONG...
The STRONGEST GIRL i've ever met...
She dun show any sign of sypmathy...
She kps them all to herself...
For so many many yrs...
She's the kind of person i'll turn to when i'm in need...
She's like my mother, but a havoc one...
Lol...
I love her...
I'll proudly say this,
Ive nv regretted knowing her...
And i'll cherish this frenship more than any other things, and more to come...
Seriously...
Tho we did quarrel many many times which i've nv mention it here...
It is like as tho we were couples kind of quarrel over those bustards agn...
But things get much better after those quarrels...
We're closer...
And i'll kp it this way...
NOBODY CAN COME IN BETWEEN TO TRY TO RUIN OUR FRENSHIP...
NOBODY!!!
Hee...
Kk...
Going off...
Byez...
Sorry dee, we'll meet up the week aft this coming one k?
Coz this coming week Linda on leave...
So i'll be working more, 5 days frm wed to sun...
Coz tues my last day of sch then my sem exam will follow...
Sianz...
Niway for both sat n sun i'm working from 10am-6pm...
So we'll meet after 6pm k?
Sorry...
Sorry for everything...
I've regretted treating u the way i did...If i only i could turn back time, i'll treat u even better, and we might still be together now... even tho we wun n cant be together forever but still, at least i can be with u longer... It has been a 1yr+... i've not contacted u since... in between, yes... But still, things didnt get any better then... instead it got worst... now that u're totally gone, i miss u more than anything... every now and then, u're always in my mind... so many times, i wish to look for u, but i dun have the courage to do so... i'm afraid of being rejected... deep down inside... u'll always be in my hrt... nothing can remove the pic of u in my mind and nobody can replace the special u in my hrt... How i wish u're the one that whom i was hugging last nite tho my mind wasnt u at that very moment coz i wasnt thinking of anyone, i just felt that, that moment was a sweet moment to rmb... but now when i came to think abt it, i really wish u were there... but u'll nv be there... i cant even rmb u number anymore... i guess i've got over u... when i dun rmb ur number... but u'll nv be erease frm my memory... Sweet memories we had together...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 11:21 PM
