Purple Life

Saturday, March 27, 2004
Irritated..


Had a nightmare last night..
And it affect me so much that I cried during sports day..

I'm so freaking irritated by you do you know that..
Apparently you DON'T..
Can you Stop all this..
You juz driving me crazy..
I hate to see you together with her..
I don't like you to be so close to her..
I don't need you to treat her so nice..

You have other friends don't you..
Don't you know that she's mine..
SHE'S MINE..
You have 73 and 72 they all..
So many other more..
Why muz it be her that you're close with..
WHY?

Why muz you always come and interfere us when there's only the both of us..
During the walk why muz you come and join us..
Yes at times I petty you..
But don't you think that you're too irritating..
You can find others why muz it be her..
Why muz you treat her as nice as the way you treat others..
I can treat her nicer and I don't need you to be ard..
Why muz you always follow her wherever she go..
You do have other friends..
Why muz it be her..
Why..
Why..
Why..

Do you know how much I wish I could confront you..
But I'm not that type of ppl..
Whenever I see you, you juz simply disgust me so much..

Can you stop irritating me..
Ppl asked me to confront you..
I can't do it..
I've had enough..
Can you pls stop it..
Can you..
Will you..

Apparently you wouldn't..
You juz don't know that you're that irritating..
when 73 told them what's my dream was abt you were there..
But yet you don't know the person she's referring to is you as she juz use your name as freako..
Coz you're ard..
And yet you're laughing at that person..
When you don't even know I was referring to you..
Which means that you're juz laughing at yourself..
Don't you find it sounds very familiar..

Aaaahhhh...
I'm juz so piss-ed..
What am I gonna do next..
What should I do next..
I don't know..
I hate this feeling..

Haiz..
I can't take it anymore..
I've already ren for so many many days..
Is time to explore already pls..

.........IRRITATING...........

Anyway today sports day was fine..
After all the crying and everything..
Haiz..
Juz so piss-ed that I drop that stupid baton..
So angry can..
Haiz..
In my 5 yrs in SAC I never drop the baton wan can..
Haiz..
Break my own record can..
Haiz..
Anyway ppl told me that I was running fast am I?
Haha..
I tot I always run very slow wan..
Haha..
but was piss-ed with those ppl who ran MEDLEY 4..
Who BLOCK my lane after I received my baton..
Can even run after I turn can..
In front of me is juz all pupils who finish passing the baton..
Irritating can..
So inconsiderate pls..
SACians are juz some bunch of inconsiderate ppl..
And I'm angry that why muz all 10 classes run together..
Don't you know that the track has only got 8 lanes..
Irritating lorz..

Haiz..
Never mind lahz..
Can't be bothered anymore..
Anyway..
There's one surprise for our class towards the end of the event..
My god..
They were announcing the champion class for each level..
Then we were like saying..
Can't be our class lahz..
We didn't win much events this yr..
And guess what..
when they announce..
And the champion for sec 4s and 5s goes to..
sec 5......
And my friends and I was like sure is 1 de..
And we heard 2..
Then I was like..
Impossible lorz..
This is juz too impossible can..
Haha..

And after the whole thing went to find Mr Poh..
And xue ying asked him why our class can get 1st..
Then he said coz we got 1st for two events..
Which is medley 1 & 2..
Then that's when I know it was possible..
Haha..

Anyway..
Our class planned for the teacher's race..
So fun..
Mr Poh was in-charge i guess..
Then he asked our class to help..
The teachers were so cute when they play..
Haha..

Yup..
Think that's abt it..
Shall end off here le..
And anyway..
I'm having one irritating person..
Who's trying to act smart when she doesn't even know how to read English..
Standing BESIDE ME..
Trying to read what I typing..
I bet she don't even know what I was typing..

Having so many irritating ppl around me is juz so sickening..
In school, at home, even at the race oso..
Wanna enjoy myself oso cannot..

Aaaaahhhhh........

_______________________IRRITATED______________________

♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 12:46 AM

Sunday, March 21, 2004
===Happy HAppy HAPpy HAPPy HAPPY===


After so much of sadness..
Is time for some happy moments..
Hee..

Anyway..
Oh man..
Feeling so good today..
Hee..
Though I've got to wake up at like 5AM for the walkaton thing..
And slept at only 4.40AM..
Haha..
So pathetic..
But still manage to wake up on time..
Hope I can do that every single day and never be late ANYMORE!!!
Hee..

Anyway..
The whole thing in the morning is fine..
But one thing is damn boring can..
Haiz..
Is like the percussion is not as nice as before anymore..
Not say I wanna be bad but the ppl are so dead..
Haiz..
Not like last time..
They will like enjoy playing the instrument..
But this ppl are giving the "I'm being force to do this" kind of face..
Like totally no interest at all can..
Ok lahz..
maybe not all but most..
Only a handful of them are smiling..
And mostly seniors..

Anyway back school..
Then after that when to eat Mac breakfast with dear..(like finally)
After which when over to darling's house to sleep..
Was so tired..
And darling doing her homework while I sleep..
Hee..
Anyway I slept till like 4 plus then wake up can..
Haha..
Can you imagine how tired I was..
And darling fry lunchen meat as both of us were like damn hungry..
Hee..
Den we watch TV shan jian ke..
And Steven (Dar sis's bf) came..
But darling sis not at hm..
Den he so nice..
Ta bao for us Mac after talking to dear dear sis on the phone..
And he buy back for us..
Hee..

Aft watching TV Darling and I went back to sleep..
Haha..
Was damn tired don't know why..
Then Steven and Dar sis came back..
Was like around 7 plus ba..
Then we eat and watch that sickening show on channel U at the same time..
Haha..
The show was damn irritating can..
Haha..
Watch till very angry..
Haha..
Then darling and I were like enjoying ourselves while watching the show..
She very cute lehz..
Haha..
Both of us laugh till we roll on the floor..
Hee..
So cute..

Anyway after watching dear went to bathe..
Then after that I did my CHINESE COMPO..(LIKE FINALLY)..
Haha..
My class ppl will know why..
Haha..

Then aft that home sweet home..

Ok..
I'm happy happy happy..

Happy shalala..
Is so nice to be happy..
Shalala..
Everybody should be happy..
Shalala..
Is so nice to be happy..
Shalala..

Wahahahahahahahaha..

My day is FINALLY so fine..
Hee..

Really want this kind of life..
Every hour..
Every minute..
Every seconds..
Every day!!!

Hmmmz..
Shall not type so much..
Haha..
Anyway I've already typed so much..
Haha..

Guess I'm juz too happy till I can't stop typing..
Hee..
Really like this feeling..

Darling:
Really love you a lot..
I want to be like this forever with you..
Thanx honey..
For all the fun and laugher we had..
Love you lots..
*muckzzz..

Is a beautiful day may it never end..
I want it to be like this forever..
It's written in the sand, It's written in the wind..
You're mine..
I'm yours..
FOREVER..

Haha..
Reminds me of Musical Nite can..
Miss those rehearsals and fun I had with my CCA ppl..
Things are so much different now..
But I don't care anymore..(Is that real?)
Do I?
Doubtful..
Haiz..

Oh no..
Why am I sighing here?
Oops..
Have to be happy happy happy..
Hee..

♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 3:00 AM