Thursday, December 11, 2003
this things r making me numb!!
had no feelings in wateva the ppl say..
i'm hrtless..
i've no feeling for anyone..
i didn't even say tat i wasn't in the wrong..
anyway..
yes i noe i'm very gou fen..
so..
tis is for her to ofrget me..
nobody is gonna read tis..
nobody will noe the reason..
yes i did mansion jiang qin shang gan qin..
but who noe tat when i was typing it..
the one kept fleshing into my mind was mich lok..
nobody noes..
did think twice whether or not to type tat..
but i choose to..
and i noe wat's the consequances..
i alr expected all tis remarked..
but who i blame..
nobody..
is me who type it..
so..
go ahead n hate me..
i nv exist in tis world..
nv at all..
i didn't take anyone for granted..
is all bcoz i'm escaping from reality..
i dun wan things to get any beta..
juz remain tis way wun it be fine for eveyone..
i'm juz some idiotic preson to everyone..
i'm very irritating..
i'm juz gonna get out of tis ppl's life..
without my presence..
they would be much happier..
i was wrong i noe..
i was hush..
i noe..
but wat they see is only on the surface..
they read my comment..
so..
do they noe wat i think..
no..
none of them noe wat's on my mind..
i dun wish to gif them anymore explanation..
coz none of them will be interested..
none of them will even believe wat i say..
if ever mich is gonna read tis..
i'm sorry for the comment i left in kai's blog..
i do treat u as my frenz..
but in order for her to move on..
i'm saying those things..
i noe is very hurting..
the more hurting it is the easier she can forget bout me..
yes she did move on..
but she's still half way hanging to move or not..
haiz..
wateva i say nobody will believe..
i oso noe i'm too much..
i noe i m..
i noe i went too far..
haiz..
forget it..
even if i contiune to say somemore..
nobody will noe oso..
nobody will understand me..
seriously nobody..
this world juz simply sux..
things r juz gone so wrong..
haiz..
nvm..
i'll let the time take it's course..
got to go work le..
shall update when i'm bac..
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 3:01 PM
