Sunday, March 28, 2004
Lei..
Today had oral..
Haha..
Late for oral for like 1 hr..
Suppose to be in sch at 7.30am..
But instead I reached at 8.30am..
Haiz..
I'm worried now..
If I 'O' level like that how..
Haiz..
Anyway was lucky that the oral was like damn long..
It took them 1 hr plus to be my turn starting from 7.30 lahz..
Which means that my oral was at 9 plus can..
Haiz..
Anyway mange to take my oral lahz..
Haiz..
Guess I really run very fast yest till now I'm like aching all over..
Haiz..
Didn't do stretching before running that's why..
Haiz..
Don't know why I'm like so tired..
Now can't play much..
Got to do studying for my Chinese le..
Or not I'll juz remain in the D class..
Which I'm not suppose to..
Haiz..
Anyway..
Darling cut my hair..
Haha..
She so smart..
So ke ai..
Although is not very obvious..
Coz I don't want it to be too obvious..
Is nice and I like it..
Hee..
Haiz..
Thinking bout lotsa things now..
Don't why..
Suppose to be with my cousins now watching movie..
But what am I doing here thinking bout those things..
Haiz..
So sad..
Didn't go with my cousins..
Haiz..
Once I think abt one thing..
It will link to another..
And like that link here and there..
I feel so sad..
Haiz..
So much things in my mind..
Really very fan at times..
Juz wish that I could juz be a simple person..
So innocent..
Don't have to be bothered much by all this..
Haiz..
Life are juz so hard to live..
Sometimes I still think of doing alll the silly things which I used to do..
But I can say I did control..
I know is silly..
Last time was practically like my 'hobby' to do it..
But no way am I going back..
I'm strong I believe..
Haiz..
I'm tired of acting so strong like nothing happen..
Many things had been bothering me..
But all I did was juz to hid it away..
Haiz..
Nothing much to say or type..
Tired of living..
Got to juz continue working hard..
Haiz..
Guess after this 'O's thing I'll be much free in handling my other things..
Right now..
I'M A STUDENT..
MY JOB IS TO STUDY..
AND NOTHING BUT STUDY..
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