Sunday, November 28, 2004
What's with me?????!!!!!
Why am i like that.
Why is my attitude like that?
Why must i have moodswings?
Why?????
I'm feeling so terrible!!!
*cry*
I'm sorry daddy..
Will you ever know how bad i feel by the way i treated you and venting my angers on you..
I dunnno what's stopping me..
I really dunno..
I feeling damn horrible..
I pitty you..
But why aint i following you??
What am i doing???
Sorry papa..
As you are getting older and need lots of hlp but i'm nt hlping you.
Daddy..
I feel this way because i felt that why aint my sis and my mum doing anything?
Why must i always be the one who is doing all this?
Why must i always be the one??
I'm just so not happy to kp clearing and you guys kp messing up!
This whole hse is so messy and you guys can stand living in such a dirty hse.
All of you just give excuses saying you got work.
So?
Working is an excuse,
How abt when you guys are not working?
Everyone just want to go out and not kp this hse clean?!
My daddy..
I'm sorry..
Your in the rain and i'm not there to hlp you.
I wanna go and give you a hlping hand.
But i dunno what's stopping me!
I hate my temper.
I hate my anger.
Why must i do such things and vent my angers on everyone?
why do i have to show you that black face when you didn't even offend me!
I think is just my mens coming.
*argh..
Irritating..
I had enuff of this hse.
Thank goodness i'm starting work nxt week.
I'm able to get out of this hse!
My heart is aching who will understand.
Why am i changing into such a cruel person.
Somebody,
Pls,tell me what to do?
What kind of person am i?
Before my daddy is back..
Feeling so sorry.
My dad is caught in the rain.
If only i'm there.
After my daddy is back..
He opened the door.
I saw him in his raincoat and helmet.
All wet holding the plastic baags.
I hlped him to bring everything in.
Asked him why didn't he called me to bring umbrella dwn for him.
He said he dun wanna bother me coz i was doing the hse work and showing black face.
He said it in a sacarstic tone the he teng me dun wanna me to show black face.
Haha.
My daddy so cute.
He's a all change daddy nw.
He's not the kind who will scold for no reason anymore.
He knows how to ren a lot now.
How i wish i could be like him.
I took like damn long to blog can.
Haijo.
From the time he left the hse till he come back.
Haha.
Coz was watching the show.
Damn nice.
My ch55.
Haha.
Miss my scv and comp so much during that preiod of time,
-From my comp spoilt to my O level preiod till it's repaired when i'm still having Os till Os is
finally over.
And now here i am.
24/7 online and tv 24/7 on.
Actually is too kua zhan alr.
Haha.
Guess my electric bill gonna go up.
Haiz.
Anyway have to pack the stupid hse coz my anut all coming.
Hmm.
They are now in my hse.
Dad just now ask my accompany him coz of them.
Coz they coming so my dad cooking for them each time they come.
Haiz.
I think my dad very poor thing.
But he like the hse to be like crowded with ppl.
He'll feel happy.
So as long as he's happy, i'm fine with it-i guess.
Yah lor.
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