Wednesday, December 01, 2004
It's nature~
Talk things out yest.
Both came to a conclusion that it's just human nature.
Nothing is perfect in this world.
Yes, ppl do get pissed and irritated with one.
But that does mean you hate that preson.
It's just that one few thing that you dun lk abt someone isnt it?!
If there's isnt any gossip in this world there will be world peace.
It's just natural for human beings to gossip.
At times i think ppl are just making things worst.
But i dun mind if anyone are gossiping in front of me.
And i' not gonna say anything.
That's just what i think.
Different ppl has diff point of view.
I dun think anyone comments is right or wrong.
Is just a different way of seeing things.
It may seems right for me or ok for me but it may seem wrong for others or doesnt please them.
We cant please everyone in this world, can we?!
If anyone is not happy then let them be.
That's the best solution.
If the preson who is angry doesnt want to talk then forget it lor.
This kind of fren dun want oso can.
This is my logic.
I think if one cldn't accept for who i am, i think that is not my prob.
I'm not gonna change who i am because of what others say.
That will just be so fake.
I am who i am.
If you wanna be my fren you got to accept me.
That's my logic agn.
I was that bad last time.
But am i like that nw?!
I dun think so.
That was the past,and why must ppl always bring up the past?!
I mean ok, you can never forget.Fine.
If you are so thoughtful den why cant you just stop talking abt the past.
I'm not lk that now.
I dun have that kind of moodswings lk before.
Everyone have moodswings.
But i noe myself the best.
And i noe that i'm so much better now.
And i dun come crying to anyone now.
Many things i kp it to myself now coz i noe,i've cause a lot of trouble for everyone.
I didnt tell anyone anything so that i wun be dependent on anyone when i'm dwn coz i noe i'll go back to what i was last tym.
And i believe i can be stronger.
I wasnt strong before i admit.
However that was the past.
I'm all changed.
Even if it's not very obvious but i did.
Must i report everything to everyone?
In a r/s is between two ppl.
Why must it involved so many ppl.
Fine i shld have talk nicely back.
But that was last tym.
I'm not lk that now.
I just kp saying dun ask and that's it.
I dun push,i dun shout,i dun scream.
And one thing, character dun just change within years.
It's a life time thing.
It's born to be.
How am i suppose to deal with that.
Sorry i dunno.
Fine i may be stupid.
But i dun need anyone to tell me what to do,coz i am who i am.
Why must there be things to interfer when we are just beginning to be living happily together.
I dunno what you're doing out there.
And i dun believe you will.
But i'm feeling so inscure everyday ever since i noe abt it.
And the things you do makes me feel so suspicious.
i keep imaginning things,and i felt so stupid.
I dun wish to leave either one of you.
I love the both of you just as much.
I really do.
He's such a good man now.
He doesnt drink all along.
So far i only noe he drank once coz he cldnt get to slp and that's all.
But his smoking habit is still there.
But his temper is gone!
He doesnt throw things at you, he doesnt quarrel with you.
He do most of the shopping now.
He dun ever gamble now.
He just stays at home everyday feeling so lonely.
How abt you.
You're out there working and nobody noe if there's anything going on.
Yes i'm glad you're bring income of us.
But i'm really feeling very inscure.
I dun wanna doubt you but i'm sorry,there are many things which makes me think otherwise.
I dunno what is my feel at this moment.
Happy, sad, disappointed.
I dunno.
Many things has hpn these days.
Is just out of my control.
I try to kan very kai alr.
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:22 AM
