Purple Life

Monday, January 31, 2005
It's so ... fake... reality really hurts...


Sometyms i jus dun understand why do ppl hate each other...
K lah...
Not so much of hate but dislike...
And hw ppl can tok behind each others back and acted so close with each other...
There are all so fake...

I'm surprise that there are so many internal conflicts within my outlet...
Haiz...
I was shock and sad...
Is lk...
Haiz...
I dunno wat to say...
I'm jus so fine with everyone and and kinda close to some...
And i hear things abt them...
Wanted to speak up for some...
But they will think i'm bias...
But i'm not on anyone's side as i've said...
I'm fine with everyone...
Haiz...
Others jus dunno wat some are going thru that's why they make such comments abt them i guess...
No point hlping ah...
This is the real society...
I mean everyone is lk that...
If there aint all this going on...
Den there will sure be world peace...
Another thing...
We jus cant expect everyone to lk us or rather we cant please everyone...
Haha...
So yah...
And ppl are selfish...
They always think abt themselves...
Is so darn hard to find ppl who put others 1st before themselves...
Is only a handful of ppl out there nw...

There is bound to be such things and even more as i grew older...
I shld try to take it easy and nt bother so much...
Coz den will only make my life miserable...
And that will only coz more conflicts...
I shall nt speak for anyone and jus listen and shut up...
That's the least i cld do i guess...
Yah lor...
Haiz...

This world is full of those ppl...
So yah...
Is scary tho...
But it's reality...
Haiz...
Damn sad damn sad...
Reality sux...
Hate living in the real world...
I wld rather live in the world of my own...
Haiz...
Reality reality...

♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 9:19 AM