Friday, January 07, 2005
Tired of life...
Why do thinks kp appearing in my mind...
Why cant i jus leave everything behind and start everything agn...
Time and time agn is always u tat's in my mind...
Hw is tat possible?!
Nobody can be so faithful or loyal rite?!
Can anyone do that?!
Haiz...
Am i really tat kind of person?!
Haiz...
Because of u...
Dreamt of u and didnt had the mood to work the whole day...
Was so disracted...
Did so many mistakes when work...
Wasnt even alert at all...
When is this ever gonna stop...
Who can i tell it all to...
Had kpt it within me for so darn long and the feeling is horrible...
Bt wat can i do...
Yes i refuse to tell anyone coz it's a promise to you...
Am i being stupid or am i being someone who is reliable to kp a promise?!
What am i?!
When will i ever get out of this...
I'm jus living a aimless life...
W/o knowing wat to do in life...
All i am doing is jus waiting and waiting...
For wat?
I really dunno...
Rmbed saying i gave up on you...
Did i actually did it?!
Am i really giving up or am i hanging on to something that will nv hpn?!
What i really wan?!
Nobody will understand what i'm going thru...
Not even you...
Everyone has their prob...
Mine is jus a minor case...
But the qn is...
For hw long can i hold on...
Hw long can i hide...
Hw long can i stay strong...
Haven cry since a long tym ago...
Am i gonna start it all over agn...
Crying alone in the nite...
For many nites...
And yet nobody noe...
Each tym i tell myself i musnt start it agn...
Bt my hrt is hurting lk nobody's business...
All i noe is i've not said anything to anyone and that really hurts...
Seem so happy everyday nw...
Bt wat's in me is two diff person...
Appearing to be so darn strong everyday and being damn weak inside...
This is so darn fake...
It's jus so tiring to carry on with my life...
Really truly tired...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 1:29 AM
