Friday, March 18, 2005
I awake...
Well, things are jus not the way i want it to be.
But then agn, no one can ever always get what they wanted.
If it is so then there will definately be world peace.
Well, alrite lah.
I think i shld be contented with what i have.
As long as i dun get myself in too deep then i think i shld be fine and can easily get in and out of it.
But then the point is...
Haiz...
Never mind.
No one know what i'm doing now.
Not even myself.
I dunno what i really wan out of what i'm doing.
Thinking to get things my way is definately a no-no.
Haiz.
Even if i know what i want, but things are jus getting in my way.
Yah lor.
Well, all i want is for things to get back into what it was in the beginning.
Be it, r/s, frens and work or whatsoever.
Yah lah.
Haiz.
I shall try not to be like who i was b4 even if that's really who i am.
Coz no one in this entire world can tolerate me.
Not even myself.
I mus really learn self-disapline and tolerance towards everything.
Haiz.
Well, sometyms somethings that is said to me are meant to be kpt within us.
And i've learnt a lot from there.
Is like what a question she had asked me.
Till now i had no answer to it.
Both are so different.
How can i decide.
Haiz.
Heard them toking abt each other really hurts a lot.
Onw who regard her as best fren and the other jus being very disappointed with her.
Is so hard to go back to the tyms when they were close agn.
Haiz.
Everyone has their own reason(s) to do certain things.
So we cant jus judge them by what they do.
Sometyms i think ppl got to learn to listen rather den to jus comment base on what they see and hear w/o really knowing the real reason for somethings.
Well, i can say i'm like that oso.
I dun deny that i jump to conclusion all the tym.
This is something that everyone shld learn and put themselves in each other shoes.
Like that then can lean a more peaceful life mah.
Haiz.
Not all will understand this logic and not all will agree.
Is really up to each individual to decide and think what is right and wrong.
I believe ppl's thinking differs as they have their reasons behind it too.
It may seems right for them but not for others.
In any way ppl shld learn to respect each other's way of thinking.
Yah lor.
Dunno why am i like so talking abt da dao li all of a sudden, out of the blue.
Well, mayb aft toking to her then i realise a lot of things in this world and am trying to do what i think is right and how to be more +ve towards everything.
Haha.
Trying to get what i've mention above into my head.
Hee.
Alrite.
Got to slp nw.
Working tonite agn.
Hope everything will go smoothly for me ba.
Hope when i wake up will be much better day ahead.(When like everyone is alr fast aslp.)Haha.
Well, i'm used to the life i'm leading.
And at the same tym i'm tired of leading such life.
Haiz.
So contradicting.
Haiz.
Alrite lah.
Good night everyone.
Sorry for toking so much.
Mus understand, ppl very long nv blog le.
Hee.
Chaos.
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