Thursday, August 25, 2005
am i or am i not...in love...?HUH?!
haiz..
everyone must be wondering what's happening to me..
ha..
i dunno..
each tym i'm with u, the feeling is jus a normal fren or rather a bit more then fren..
but when i hear of u with ur ex or seeing u with some other guys i feel..
jealous?!
haiz..
some how i know that he likes u..
but i dun wanna tell u..
i dun wanna look as tho i'm concern..
but deep down inside i'm really wondering did he ever confess to u..
he gives me a feeling that he likes u..
i can tell within a day..
i really can..
i may be wrong..
but most of the tym, when it comes to such stuff i'm usually right..
haiz..
i know i cant compare to ur ex..
he drives..
he's rich i believe..
but me..
i cant pick u up from wherever u are..
i cant drives u ard..
i'm poor..
while the other guy is rich even tho he got no car..
u definately wun wanna down grade urself..
knowing a gal wun never wanna go with anyone who isnt rich at all..
haiz..
now u guys know y i'm not att..
coz i'm not rich..
and i dun wanna go thru the same thing agn..
(if u guys noe what i mean..)
dun ask me who is that gal..
i really dun wish to say..u know who u are..
but all i can say is i definately am not up to ur standard..
u enjoy life more than i do..
i definately wun wanna make u go thru poverty with me..
when u comes from a better family-financially then me..
i seriously thinks that u wun want me no matter how gd i am to u..
that's y i seem so heck care at tyms..
bcoz i dun wanna seem overly concern abt u..
i dun wanna make it so obvious..
and it's kinda suffocating inside..
is that feeling-hurt?-..
i dun wanna be another burden to u..
u're caught in between and i believe u haven forget abt him..
is hard i noe..
haiz..
but anyhow,
i jus wish that whoever ur next partner is..
u'll stay happy always..
and dun make the same mistake to let one go agn when u'll regret at the end of the day..
i hope that one will treat u nice and can give u what u want..
my tots:why wld anyone wanna fall in love when u noe at the end of it u'll get hurt..
isit worth it, to get hurt aft falling in love..
isit falling in love a wonderful thing?!
why is there hurt in the process of falling in love and when u fall out of love?
then what's the point, when u're get hurt in anyways..
haiz..
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 4:34 AM
