Tuesday, November 14, 2006
haiz...
BOO!!!!
I'm bored...
suffering from insomia...
Sad...
Haiz...
I end up not going sch coz i totallly cant open my damn eyes...
even after answering 2 times of my fren's call, i still cant pull myself up...
look how tired i am...
Plus i think i put on weight...
sad...
i realised after taking a pic and tan yi ling told me my face looks rounder..
super sad...
haiz...
alto i like not affected...
but indeed i am lah..
lol...
sure wan mah...
my sis oso sad i fat le...
but my cousin came visit me at my cafe, she said i slim dwn le..
mayb she didnt see me for a long time...
lol...
haiz...
every wed is my movie day...
tan yi ling and i never fails to catch a movie on every wed...
lol...
cool right...
i'm like as if so rich like that lah...
lol...
but now movies is at 6.50, i think, at this cahthay...
so it's ok lah...
lol...
hmmm...
my life is complicated...
wat i really want, i dunno...
i am jealous for wat reason i dunno...
does that mean i'm falling for u?
haiz...
sianz...
why cant i just get what i want...
i hate to go thru all this sufferings...
sianz...
i wanna be more understanding and less jealousy pls...
haiz...
i wanna have a simple yet lasting and stable r/s...
i wanna settle dwn le...
dun wanna hang on like that...
dunno what i want oso...
i sure can be single..
but...
still but...
more but/s...
haiz...
there's always this but/s in anything n everything...
be it,
single or attach...
studies or work...
work or slack...
sianz...
why cant things get any simpler in life...
why must there be so much complications...
making ppl vexed over it...
living in the earth alone is vexing enough...
just thinking abt the standard of living is alr enough to kill one's one brain cell...
lol...
okk...
still insomia-ing...
shall see what i can do...
oh, kai lin going france for attachment...
leaving spore tml...
so shiok...
got white xmas this yr...
i oso want...
30th jan then come back...
cool...
alrighty...
see if she still have the energy to pei me come out later not...
lol...
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