Monday, December 17, 2007
Haiz~~~
It has been ages since i last blog...
Well, i have nothing much to update...
Ppl falling in love, ppl falling out of love...
That's what have been happening recently...
I'm so bored in sch...
I dunno wat my mind is going thru...
Me and her/s is alr the past...
Why are they still kping me hanging on...
Doing things to make my heart sway...
Doing things to hold me back from moving on...
When i know so much that it is totally impossible to get together agn...
I dunno what i want...
I'm not sure if my feelings for HER is for real...
I'm so scared to step into a r/s agn...
I dun want history to return...
I dun wanna go back to who i used to be...
i want to be who i am...
If who i am is what i was...
Then i'll nv be in a r/s ever agn...
It was scary...
I'm scared myself now for who i was before...
Haiz...
What am i to do...
Continue missing YOU whereby YOU alr like someone else...
Continue with this feeling or just treat it as a passerby...
Continue with this feeling and act as if nothing's wrong...
Do i,
Stop contacting you/s and concentrate on YOU...
But the prob is why do you/s still contacting me...
Altho we can be frens, but truth is, i cant let go...
I'm not one who can just let go so easily...
One r/s after another is to cover the other person and pretend to move on...
Truth is, i cant get over a few of them...
I still wanna know abt them...
That's why i am single for more than 3yrs...
Mayb i'm one who can nv be in a r/s...
i'm better off being alone, isit true?!
Haiz...
I'll kp this lil secret in my heart...
If ever there's a chance, i guess i'll take it...
But i dunno if i can afford to have a gf and support HER...
Haiz...
I dunno if being with me will have xin fu not...
Haiz...
That's the reason why i dun wanna have a gf too...
This shit is so sickening...
Why must ppl love here and there...
At times i envy those who have gf wan lah...
At times i oso find that single is always the best...
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