Saturday, December 22, 2007
hmmm...
So much to say...
But when i sign in, i dunno wat to type...
Haiz...
You're way too beautiful gal...
I cant stop thinking of u every day, every night...
U're always on my mind...
After all this time...
I'm back to normal...
Lol...
I finally thinks of someone every now and then...
I dun have to force myself to think...
SHE just appears in my mind every now and then...
I love being with u, is true...
I love the times we had together, is true...
But...
You're liking someone else which is also true...
Each time i heard of their names, my heart sink...
But i'm contented to have u around these days...
I dunno how long this can last...
I may nt have the energy to wait...
I'm soon becoming who i used to be...
I hate it...
I dun wan that to hpn...
I'm a nobody...
But...
In my heart, it'll always be u...
Noel is scared for me to get into a r/s...
I'm scared myself...
Why am i sucha idiot...
Why do i always have to expect so much from my other half...
Haiz...
What's with me...
I'm so scared yet i really wanna try...
But at the same time i think i'll surly regret...
Staying like this is enough for me...
After all these yrs...
I think it's only this far that i can go...
But i really wanna have u into my life...
Why isit always so difficult to have the one u loved...
Why isit always so difficult to get a long well with the one u love....
There's something wrong with me...
Someone told me...
U're not being possessive, u're just protective over someone u care, something that is urs...
Is that true?
I really dunno...
Haiz...
It's too early to say i love you...
it's too early to say i like you...
When will than be the right time?
I'm just typing without meaning...
Just typing and typing away...
Haiz...
I'm really lucky to know you...
I'm really lucky to go eat with u guys that night...
Or not i wun know u...
I'll never regret whatever i've done...
Because, in the beginning, the choice is mine...
And i've choosen to tag along for supper that night...
There's never a regret knowing you...
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 2:14 AM
