Monday, December 24, 2007
I cant help it...
I cant help it but to text her today...
She did not reply...
I guessed she had a bad day...
So i dun wanna irritate her any further...
[which i think i did it-i manage to get myself out of who i used to be]
No matter how badly i missed her...
No matter how badly i want to text her or call her...
I held back...
So i waited...
I was waiting for her reply the whole night...
Till she called...
Was in the toilet and i told myself, i couldnt be her, dun expect too much...
When i saw the missed call, i immediately return her call...
So happy to hear her voice...
The sweet little voice of hers...
Each time i hear her voice, my heart just melts...
But well, i think if she can finds her own happiness without me...
I'll be happy for her...
I'll still be a fren like before...
To stand by u when u needed me...
I've tot over a lot of things...
And i finds it all redundant...
I should just let my feeling go...
So what if in future i may get hurt...
Afterall, love is all about being in love and getting hurt at the end of the day...
Lol...
Sadist sia...
Lol...
But seriously, just see how the feeling goes ba...
If she ever likes me, then good lah...
If she doesnt and still like that someone else in future...
She'll always have my blessings... =)
This is call, always look on the bright side of life... =)
♥ Purple Love™ addicted to purple at: 12:25 AM
