Wednesday, December 19, 2007
it's just another day... tho i'm contented, still, that doesnt put a smile on my face... WHY?!
It's just another day...
Seating here in my lab...
Thinking how the hell to write this bloody programme...
I should think logically which apparently i can't...
To me, it seems logical but to the programme, it's not...
Haiz...
Brain dead...
Niway, had a night spent at ECP...
I shall not say much...
But i'm contented with what i have...
I'll not ask for much...
I know it was just an act...
I'll get that str8 into my head...
No point saying sorry, u did nothing wrong...
Coz i didnt reject and i'm the type of person who dunno how to say NO to ppl...
It just hurt so much aft seeing the sorry...
I dunno why...
And i alr know it very well myself that is impossible...
Why am i still holding onto something i know that it will nv work...
Why is there still that 0.0000000000000000001% of hope that i'm hanging onto...
I've nv learn frm this mistake that hpns within this 3 freaking yrs...
It have been years since i last felt the pain in my heart...
It's really piercing into my heart like nobody's business...
Haiz...
Niway it's nothing new lah...
I'm getting use to such things...
I will feel numb or dun even feel a thing after sometime...
I've been thru this[single life] for 3 yrs...
I dun see why cant i go thru this agn for another yr[and still counting on]...
Haha...
madness...
I'm so tired...
Just typing for the sake of typing...
Just to show that i'm doing some "programming" whereby i'm blogging away...
Lol...
Killing time...
Killing time...
HELP~~~
I need an expert in programming to help me get thru this FYP...
Haiz...
Everytime when i get something done, i'll get stuck at the next step...
I'll take days to get that thing right before i move on and get stuck agn at another stage...
Why is that so...
Each time i got it right, i'll thinks that i'm beginning to think like a programmer...
But when i got stuck, i thinks that i'm just living in self denial, whereby the fact is i dunno anything abt programming at all...
Haha...
All luan bom wan lor...
Then heng sway can work or not then like that lor...
Lol...
BTH myself...
Where got ppl so BHB de lor...
Haiz...
SELF PRAISE IS INTERNATIONAL DISGRACE
Very long nv use this line alr...
Lol...
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